The Locker Room •• Ashton Irwin ••

8.

I just finished crying when the twins came walking in. When they saw my red, puffy eyes they ran to the bed and hugged me. "Baby are you okay?" Izzy cood.
"I'm not a baby Izz."
"No but you're hurt. I bet it was Ashton's fault." Her arms tightened around me as she spoke his name.
"What are you guys doing here anyway?" I asked pushing them away slightly.
"I was just curious and I think my Little sister knew you'd have a hard time."
"I'm only three minutes younger."
"Yes younger." They kept arguing till I broke them up.
"Guys, sad friend in the middle."
"Sorry." They mumbled and I laughed. They would be so much a like outside, without Izzy's tattoos, as well as on the inside. Her hair is turning back to blond and the rest of their facial structures are really alike. They're both tall just a few inches apart making me the smallest.
"Lizz, did Ashton do this?" She sympathized me.
"He only broke a deal we made. He lost his tutor."
"And you broke your heart." Luke stated.
"No, it's not that. Just, all those years I've loved a guy who turns around and hurts someone while just looking at them." I sighed. It was a dangerous love, it died before it could live. Tears started threatening to spill my eyes again but I pushed them back.
"I just want to sleep guys."
"Will you be at school tomorrow?" Luke asked and I just nodded. They said goodbye and walked out of the room.

I searched for a pajama only finding his shirt. Irwin 1994. I just put it on and smelled him all around me. I've only met him two days ago and already I miss him when he's not with me. I wonder if he even thought twice about me after I left. Probably not. I snuggled up into my blanket and fell asleep.

Michael and Calum weren't with the bus today. I missed their voices in a bus full of people I didn't (want to) know.
At lunch the Freshman from a few days ago came by our table. She looked at me before speaking, still fumbling with her hands. "I had to say, Ashton is sorry for what he did. It was imm, imm, imm..."
"Immature." Luke finished for her.
"Yes that. He really is sorry and he wants to ask you to forgive him."
"Why couldn't he do that by himself." I snapped. "You know what. Just tell he can go fuck himself. Let him suck his own. I'm done with that piece of shit." The girl looked afraid and tears rimmed her eyes before she ran off towards the door.
"Lizz that's a bit to much for her don't you think. The girl didn't do any wrong." Luke said.
"I can't handle this right now. I'm going to class." I stood up and threw my left over food away. I'm not hungry anymore.
Izzy and Luke stood up and came running after me. "You don't have to throw all your anger out on us you know." She said.
"I can't exactly yell at him, can I?" Why am I acting so weird? They're my friends.
"Yes you can and if you don't go and talk to him we will." Luke said.
"You don't have the guts."
"Izzy has, and I think Michael and Calum would be willing to help."
"Don't you dare. A real friend doesn't pushes his friend like that."
"A real friend doesn't gets mad about nothing." Izz hissed.
"I'm sorry guys you are right."
"We're always right." They said at the same time.
"Please don't play twinnies today. I'm not in the mood for Hemmings against the world."
"We are." They said and I just glared at them.

School past by in the same boring routine of everyday. Till the last bell rang. "Elizabeth Young if you're not going to talk to him now I'll make you." Izzy screamed. It really was a high pitched tone.
"I'm not doing that and you know it." I walked past her to my locker. They stood at both sides of my, Izzy and Luke. We always get my stuff before going to their lockers. Not this time though. They grabbed my arms and pulled me through the halls towards a place I've been a lot these past few days. The locker room. "Let me go." I yelled and started kicking. They dodged my kicks and I saw Calum and Michael standing there. "What are you guys doing?" I struggled to get free without succeeding.
"Do you have the keys Michael?" Luke asked and he nodded. I heard a lot of knocks on the door and yelling but it was muffled because of the door. "Guys what are you doing?" I started panicking. They were going to finish what they said. If I didn't do it they would. "No don't. I won't talk to you for a week. Or the rest of your lives. Don't."
"I'm sorry Lizz." Calum said. "But Ashton's been a pain in the ass today." The twins threw me through the door against someone else knocking us both to the ground and I heard the door click shut. The key was pulled out and I was thrown off of the person. I looked and saw Ashton standing there in a white shirt. His sunglasses still hung from the border and he's knocking furiously on the door. "Can you stop? You're giving me a headache." I said.
"They're going to get us out of here." He groaned.
"No they're not. I heard the twins. They are not getting us out."
"Yes they are." I didn't feel like arguing anymore. Muttering profanities I walked to a bench And kicked it. "Holy cow balls. Fucking mother hippo." I cursed. I sat down against a locker holding my toes.
"Are you okay, Eliza?" Ashton asked.
"Yes I am."
"Here I have some coolspray. It will feel better." He walked to his locker and got it out. He took of my shoe and sprayed. It was cold but it did feel better. "Thanks Ashton." He sat down beside me not saying anything while we drowned yourself in silence.