Wild Flower--BANGTAN

𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫(3)

Nona stood there looking straight acting all not bothered. She knew everyone was staring at her, her pathetic state. She looked into the eyes of her choreographer, he was surprised and she saw pity in his eyes.

"Should we start" she spoke out, Lee came out of his trance as he frantically nodded his head and asked the other dancers to get into their places.

Her backup dancers looked at her with sad eyes but she just smiled back at them. She gives them the fake reassurance that she's fine when she's not.

The boys were feeling like shit. They didn't know that the intensity of her suffering was that bad. They never thought it could be that bad.

Namjoon patted the shoulder of the oldest who was still shook and asked "how many meals do you think she has skipped?"

"It's not how many Joon, it's if she's even eating at all?" Hobi interjected, his face looked as if it was tearing up.

Her body looked so thin her ribs poking out of her skin. Her arms looked so thinner than they used to be that one hard grip might break.

"But she was eating her meals fine, lesser but I never let her skip," Jin said still a little shocked. He couldn't believe that in front of his eyes his little Nona was suffering to this extent.

"D-do you guys think she's having an eating disorder again?" Jeongguk meekly spoke from behind, his eyes teary.

Taehyung didn't even speak a word. He was just staring at her. He was feeling unexplainable emotions.

The guys were discussing what's the extent of the situation but he couldn't hear a word. All he could see was her.

Soon Nona's practice ended and she made her way out of the room after bowing at everyone around in the room. Jeongguk stood up to go after her to talk but was held back by yoongi.

"Not now kook," he said shaking his head.

Nona wore her sweatshirt and dashed toward her studio. On her way, she got stopped by some staff, but she dealt with them not wasting much time.

She closed her door and fell asleep on the couch, traveling to dreamland.

"Nona, wake up" she opened her eyes slightly everything was blurry to her. Sitting up she saw her manager.

"Manager-nim?" She said rubbing her eyes.

"Yes, come on get up," he said helping her up.

"What's going on?" She asked confused with the sleep still unfinished. She got up and stumbled a little because of the pills she's been taking. Her manager held her by the arm to keep her stable.

"Thanks, manger-nim" she said as he let go of her when he was sure she could stand on her own.

"Let's go now," he said. Nona looked up to see his face. He was looking worried and his eyes were full of concern. She didn't know the reason but she felt bad seeing him so concerned.

"Okay," she said and walked out.

Following her manager Nona was in deep thoughts. She didn't have any schedule nor did she have any meetings to attend, so where was this man taking her.

"Where are we going? At least tell me that?" She asked peeking over the shoulder of her tall manager.

"We are going to the PD-nims office," he said, "don't worry you are not in any trouble, just a routine meeting" he added when he saw the girl scrunching up her face.

Nona wasn't worried about what PD-nim was going to say but more about if the boys finally asked him to remove her from the dorm. Did they complain against me or is he throwing me out because of all the rumors?