Wild Flower--BANGTAN

𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝(6)

"We will run some tests on her" Dr. Kim started speaking for the people standing in the room "and also put her on an iv drip"

PD-nim nodded his head, he asked her about Nona's condition. Dr. Kim sighed before speaking 

"It's not really good. Her mental condition is very messed up as of right now. She is going through a lot of emotions and her health" Dr.Kim sighed again "is worse. She doesn't even have the normal amount of body fat she should have left in her body. We have to put her on a rigorous and balanced weight gain diet before she collapses"

"Is she gonna be okay?" Namjoon asked his voice barely heard after the shock he went through.

"Surprisingly Nona will be okay I can say. It's not easy for someone to get back from what she went through but it is gonna take a lot of help from you guys. From what she said back there, you guys matter a lot to her. Your support and comfort mean a lot to her. My suggestion,  give her a few week's break from all her activities and let her rest, during that period spend as much time as you can with her, and also please look into who's behind all these rumors about her and pull them out to light. Give her justice"

The people in the room listened to the doctor carefully making sure not to miss out on anything. After what went down in that room their top priority right now was to bring back the old Nona.

 A few more minutes passed by, and Taehyung kept on staring at the sleeping figure of Nona through the glass. His heart ached to look at her in that condition. He couldn't help but feel guilty about the whole situation. Somewhere he was also the reason for her condition. She wanted him to be by her side but instead, he threw harsh venomous words at her and questioned her loyalty. He was ashamed of himself, his insecurities and possessiveness pushed her to almost think of doing the same thing that is his worse nightmare.

He still remembers that horrible night when he found her lying pale and lifeless on the bathroom floor full of blood and water. It still haunts him to this day and he swore that he'd never go back to that moment. Every time he remembers that scene he will pull Nona close to his chest not letting her go, afraid she will fade away.

A hand-held his shoulder, coming and standing beside him the leader of the boys passed him a comforting smile.

"Penny for you thought?" he said looking at him.

Taehyung shrugged rubbing his red eyes "I failed her Hyung" 

"she always tried to talk to me but I pushed her away. She tried to make things right and I kept ruining it. Every time she looked at me with those hopeful eyes that maybe I'll just stand by her side, I turned my back on her. She did everything for me but I was blind to see it. I'm such a bad boyfriend Hyung, I couldn't even keep my one promise to protect her."

Namjoon felt bad seeing him in that state, he could understand what Taehyung was feeling because he was going through the same guilt. He was the older guy, the understanding one, the one who keeps things together, but he failed. He failed in protecting the only person who trusted him like her own brother. She always came to him whenever she had any problems. Why is it that this time she thought it was not okay for her to come to him? 

Did she think he would not believe her, was that why this happened? Namjoon thought that interfering in between would make things worse, so he stood by the sidelines letting everything happen when he knew that he could have stopped it, but he didn't and now he regrets it.

Right then there was a knock on the door and a young man wearing a white coat enters with a file in his hands "Doctor Kim?"

"Yes Doctor Park, is that Ms.Kim's toxicology report?" she asked turning towards the new arrival in the room. The young doctor nodded his head and made his way inside the room. The members gathered around as the young doctor settled down in a chair.

"I went through all her reports, first of all, she has lots of deficiencies right now, mainly iron and Vitamin D, which is leading to her shortness of breath, fatigue, and pale skin, she also has less potassium which is creating muscle weakness and there's also magnesium that is making her lose her appetite. We are providing her all of it now through the drip but she needs a good diet and lots and lots of food." The doctor said.

"And uh, bout the drugs in her system. She's been heavily dosing on contrave and saxenda, alternatively which is leading to her weight loss. These drugs are usually prescribed to Diabetic patients or overweight patients who have cholesterol. Because of these two drugs, she has been having nausea and frequent blackouts. Also, there were traces of anxiety pills in her stomach now I went through her medical reports and she has a history of taking them, am I right?" he asked looking at the boys.

Taehyung slowly nodded his head with his voice breaking he replied "Yes, she used to take them because of her PTSD, but left them three years back"

The doctor nodded his head and said "She's again taking them, maybe because she's having the nightmares she had back then or her past memories are hitting her again" 

The boys looked at each other with shocked expressions. They weren't expecting that, it was bad enough getting her rid of the addiction to those pills. All of them are now trying to grasp the severity of the solution.

"She said that she would puke out her meals deliberately, now vomiting can also be because of all those pills she is taking and also all the deficiencies in her body but if she was doing it forcefully then it's an eating disorder called bulimia"

Jeongguk gasped realizing what he thought after seeing her in the morning was correct. He felt super upset thinking how could he not understand the pain his best friend was going through. Is it that she hid it too good or was it because he was too busy with his own life.

"We'll get her nutrients back up through the IV but her mental condition is what I'm concerned about, we also need to detox her of all those pills she's been taking. That's all" Doctor Park stood up and bowed at the people in the room making his way outside.

The boys still left with disappointment and guilt sat down in different corners of the room not able to look at each other.