Wild Flower--BANGTAN

.___●•♡-𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭#9

Seven pairs of eyes looked up at her accusingly. Their eyes were full of worry with a hint of sadness.

That's when she realized that Nona, you have messed up big time!!

"Hey, guys wassup?" She spoke acting dumb. Her eyes flickered between each of the guys trying to build up a lie or a distraction anything to not get scolded.

"Nothing much" yoongi spoke and she knew she was screwed "just the fact that a fifteen-year-old teenager who barely has any muscles in her body, is drinking weight-reducing drinks and taking pills of God knows what"

He was pissed and she knew that. She thought of taking an escape and running away because she was not yet ready to face them. But before she could two arms wrapped around her and picked her up in the air.

"Not so fast young lady you have some talking to do," Jin said placing her back down on the floor.

Looking up she found all the boys looking at her as if she were some criminal.

"Speak," Yoongi said in a stern voice pushing forward a bottle of pills towards her. Looking down she saw what it really was for. 

'So they think these are for weight reducing' she thought eyeing the bottle.

"Uhmm" she started "These are not what you think it is. Yes, I have been drinking those drinks so that I don't feel hungry and to keep up with the energy requirements, but I am not taking any pills. I swear"

Namjoon took the bottle "then what are these for" he asked shaking the bottle in his hands. Nona looked down as she couldn't keep up with their stares. It was getting uncomfortable for her and she was feeling suffocated.

"Come on Nona tell us what's this for" Jin questioned next, as he kept a hand on her shoulder. They were worried bout her which is why they were questioning her. It was never in there bad intention when they started questioning Nona. Who would've known that towards the end of that faithful night things will turn ugly.

Nona sat there numb not knowing what to say and how to escape from the piercing gaze of the three older guys sitting in front of her. The three younger boys were in the corner feeling bad for their little friend but also stepped back out of respect for their hyungs. Hoseok was conflicted he cared for her a lot and was very soft towards her, but at the same time, he knew that she needed to tell them what was going on. He just stood there with worry-filled eyes trying to cool down the heated atmosphere.

"What the hell Nona will you stay quiet for the whole night," Yoongi said with a high tone "I'm fucking losing my patience here"

"Yoongi cal-" Jin started but was cut off "NO! Don't stop me today Hyung. I'm tired of this. Why is she being such a nuisance right now? Did we ever do anything to even slightly harm her? Did we ever try to overpower her because she's a girl? We always took care of her like our own sister, trusted her with our past secrets, and confided in her to make her feel at home. We know Nona you had a hard time, we understand, heck all of us had a rough past." he said pointing at each guy. By now Yoongi was up on his feet.

"We told you about everything, shared with you about everything just so that you don't have to feel that you are outcasted. To make you understand that you have a place in our hearts just like how each of us has one in each other. "

He walked near the young girl who was sitting with her head lowered. Namjoon made a move to grab his hand, thinking things might escalate to something else. Yoongi swatted away Namjoon's hold and crouched in front of nona.

"Look into my face and tell me, Nona, that we didn't ask you to talk to us when you feel low and that we weren't there for you"

"You don't understand it's not easy-" Nona spoke softly trying to calm down the angry man in front of her.

"What the fuck do you mean by it's not easy" Yoongi yelled, his voice getting louder with every second passing "who do you think of yourself to be huh some strong-headed bad bitch who tries to hide her secrets behind her bratty attitude. Well time for a reality check Nona, you are not what you pretend to be"

Nona clenched her hands tight her nails digging into the skin of her palm. She tried hiding her angry but almost teary eyes with her loose-hanging hair. It was getting harder for her to not cry with Yoongi baring down on her like a ball of lava and under the gazes of the other boys, she felt weak. She didn't like feeling weak. It reminded her of an old suppressed memory that she didn't want to remember.

Young ten-year-old Nona was sitting with her legs crossed and head hands resting on her thighs. She had her hanged low as the people around her said things to her, mean awful things. She clenched her hands hard, so hard that they started hurting. But that pain was nothing compared to what she felt in her heart.

"You are a disappointment," they said and she took it in, they said that she wasn't supposed to be there, and she agreed.

"You are a murderer" 

Nona couldn't hold back her tears. She was no murderer, she was not. The tears flowed out of her eyes, it was getting painful to hold them back. But nobody rubbed those teardrops off her face like her loving mother used to do, instead, they laughed and called her weak.

She was not weak. Her mother asked her to be strong.

Standing up Nona rushed out of that suffocating room. Standing in the balcony of her room she rubbed the running tears off her face. She knew she was strong and if crying makes her weak  than she won't cry. Not today not tomorrow.

Holding back the tears Nona promised that to herself as drops of blood fell on the rug she was standing from the small wounds she made with her nails.

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