Wild Flower--BANGTAN

𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭(4)

Nona sat on the comfortable chair offered by Dr.Kim in her clinic room.
She was waiting for a therapy session with the said doctor. Apparently, it is necessary for young idols to go through it for stable mental health. Nona couldn't agree more taking into account what she was going through herself at present. Nona was familiar with this, her regular visits a few years back were crystal clear in her head.

She leaned back on the chair taking a look around the room. It was very peaceful and pastel vibed with plants around the room. There was a large mirror on one side of the wall and a huge window on another one. Looking towards the mirror Nona noticed her pale skin and dark dead eyes. Standing up she walked towards the mirror and stood in front of it. Staring at her own reflection she mumbled "how could I turn into someone like this"

Unknowing to her there was someone on the other side of the room who touched her image on the mirror crying himself to guilt.

'How could I let you be like this he thought as tears rolled down his cheek.

Dr.Kim entered the room, and Nona hurriedly turned around flashing the older lady a small smile.

"Sit down Nona, make yourself comfortable"

Nona sat back down on the chair she was sitting on and Dr. Kim sat in front of her with a peaceful smile. Nona felt really calm looking at the older lady

"So should we start?" She asked making sure the little girl in front of her was not even slightly uncomfortable.

Nona nodded her head calming down her jitters. Her hands were shaking so she held them tight together to stop them from shaking. It didn't go unnoticed by the doctor.

"You don't have to be scared at all honey. I'm here to help you, the way you want. You can tell me anything and everything. I know there are a lot of things going around in your head and a lot of things that you have kept locked up in that heart of yours " she calmly spoke

"You wanted someone who could listen to you right, so I'm here. Open up your heart to me, with no hesitation. Think of me as your close person. Who is the first person that comes to your mind with whom you can share everything about yourself?" She questioned the young girl.

"Mom" Nona replied in a tiny voice.

"Lovely, then did you talk to your mom about what's going on?" Kim asked unknowingly.

"She's no more," Nona said in a soft voice that almost sounded like a whisper but the lady in front of her caught it.

"I'm so sorry honey" Dr. Kim stood up embracing the girl in a warm hug. She could feel the pain of the young girl. Feeling her motherly instincts towards the girl she patted her head to soothe her pain.

"I cannot really replace your mom but today let me be at her place just think of me as your mom and let me help you," she said sitting back down on her chair after giving Nona a glass of water. Nona nodded her head as she really wanted to get these toxic thoughts out of her chest.

"Okay then we'll start alright," Dr.Kim said "so first you have to answer some of my questions honestly okay"

Nona hesitated thinking what if it goes wrong and she starts hating her too, dr. Kim saw that said "trust me, honey, I'm here to help. Nothing you say today here will change my opinion about you. I know that you are a very kind-hearted soul with a beautiful heart who's just going through a time like any other person. So just be open"

Nona nodded her head after a few seconds. Dr.Kim gives her an encouraging smile.

"Good," she said "so what do you feel like these days honey? Happy, sad, bored, not interested in anything, like how will you describe your current way of feeling about your life?"

Nona waited for a little before replying in all honesty "I feel empty. As if I don't have anything to look up to the next day I wake up. I don't feel anything, I just feel empty"

"For how long have you been feeling like this? Did you try talking bout it to anyone?"

"It's been a while I guess, I don't even remember. It feels forever honestly. Every day I wake up and just feel like not leaving my bed because I know nothing good is going to happen. I have not talked bout this with anyone. I don't really have many people to whom I can openly speak about this"

"What bout the boys? You spend a lot of your time with them"

"I didn't wanna burden them with my shit anymore" she sadly smiled "since the beginning I have been throwing my problems at them. My life is messed up and I don't want to drag them in my mess."

"Do you think they will be bothered if you tell them?"

Nona stopped and thought for a moment. She didn't know what to say. The boys have been by her side all throughout. Every kind of shit that happens with her they'll be by her side.

"Maybe" she replied "everything has a limit"

"When you say limit honey, what exactly do you mean?"

"Since the time I have entered their lives, I have always have had problems. First all my family issues and then my health problems. They had to deal with so much because I was a mess. I tried killing myself, doctor. Do you know how it makes you feel when you know that the people around you are scared for you? I didn't want this for myself. I keep getting in trouble and they keep on forgiving me. Until how long? A time will come when they'll get tired of this and they'll leave me" Nona broke out in a sob. She couldn't hold back her tears. Her heart was aching with all the pain she was holding inside herself for the past few days.

"I cannot afford them to leave me."

"I don't have anyone else here left with me other than them. Nathan is so far away and dad doesn't even care. These guys are my only support. I cannot lose them because of my stupidity."

Oh, poor girl!

I have 12k reads!! I can't believe it I swear you guys are love! I'm emotional rn