Amber (L.P)

Twenty Five

Amber

I don't know why I'm so madly in love with this jerk. He just kisses me because he was dared to? In the worst time of my life, he's there messing it up even more.

I know I may sound dramatic there, but it is a pretty bad time in my life at the moment.

But I can't believe he would stoop that low. I thought maybe he could've liked me. Ugh you're so stupid Amber, why would he like you? He's the popular guy, girls like you never get that guy you've always wanted. I'm surprised you got Louis in the first place, although that was a heartbreak that could've been avoided, but too late now.

I'm just so mad I can't
even cry anymore.

Liam is still pounding at my door, I'm starting to grow really annoyed at the continuous sound of the knocking. But I'm not going down there to stop him. I turned my phone on silent as well to keep his calls and texts from bothering me.

I need to do something. I don't know what but I just have to get out of this house and away from him and his constant yelling and banging. His knuckles must be busted up by now, I don't know why he continues.

A little fresh air could definitely do me good. I swing my door open and fly down the stairs passing the front door quickly so Liam can't see my figure through the glass.

"Amber, please please open up!" He groans slumping himself against the door. Guess he saw me anyway.

"Would you just shut up? Leave me alone Liam!" I shout from within my kitchen. I hear a groan in response and more of his hand just slamming against the door.

I walk over to the back of my house and I'm out the back door within seconds. I have to walk through my neighbors yards until I can get back on the street far enough to where Liam won't notice. Once I'm on the pavement again, I just wonder aimlessly around the sidewalk not even knowing where my feet are taking me.

I grow more and more nervous as I continue to walk through the dark neighborhood. Remind me why I thought this was a good idea again? Now I kind of wish Liam was here with me in a way to protect me.

But the more I think of him the more I'm reminded of how selfish he has been and cruel. I slip my phone out of my pocket to see Liam calling me for the billionth time. Why does he think I will randomly answer? He thinks I'll forgive him just like that and answer his calls? No, it's going to take a lot more than that buddy.

Liam

I continue trying my hardest to get inside her house. I'm not letting her get away this time, this is ridiculous. Why do I have to be in love with this girl? What has she done to me?

After one final pound on the door, my exhausted self leans against it and slides to the ground.

"Liam?" A voice calls walking towards me.

"Oh, hello Mrs.Foller." I stand up quickly and greet the blonde haired woman.

"What are you doing here? I thought you and Amber were at your house?" She studies me confused.

"Yeah, we were. But something happened and she ran back here and I've been trying to get inside for the past half hour." I smile trying to make light of the situation.

"Oh no, fight? Well I'll let you in, you can go and talk to her." She says grabbing out her keys and shoving them into the lock. Once we're in I thank Amber's mom and run up the stairs to her room.

I swing the door open to find nothing, so I run downstairs to check for her, but nothing again.

"She's not here, I don't know where she went. Do you have any ideas?" I look at her hopelessly.

"I-I don't know, she's not one to run away. She probably just went for a walk. She'll be back soon, don't worry about it." She gives me a weak smile.

"I'm going to go try and find her."

Amber

I walk up the gravel path to the front door and take a deep breath. I put my fist up to the door and pat lightly.

A figure is soon at the opened door, "Amber?"

"Hi Louis." I faintly wave.