Am I old enough? - Taekook

Chapter 2

9 years later, jungkook is now 18.

The raven-haired walked into the big grey building that looked like hell but also had another used name.. School. All eyes looked his way the second he walked in, girls whispering about the tall athletic man they all wanted. But the tall man never noticed any of them, of course, he had his fair and squares in dating but none of them lasted long. He was not innocent he did have one-night stans a few times. So nothing really surprised him anymore, and he also didn't really care about all the lustful eyes on him.

Nothing much happened to the boy, his parents still weren't spending that much attention on the boy, he knew they treasured him very much and to be honest he was fine with this for now. Of course, he was sad about not seeing his parents that much, but he was used to it, used to the maids always being there for him, and raising him as their own.

"Kook!" he heard a voice yell at him, pushing him out of his thoughts and see his best friends Yugyeom and Bambam, he smiled and walked towards them. They have been by his sides since they were kids, and they both know everything from his crush. Mainly because Jungkook always described him as his "summer flirt" and told them how he flirted with him the whole summer, they always teased him with this.

"Any news?" Bam asked. Jungkook sighed and shook his head indicating a no. "It's like he's not on either Instagram or Facebook, Even Twitter. He has no social" Jungkook said with a sad smile.

The sound of a bell could be heard, and people walked into class. Jungkook said goodbye to his friend since they didn't have the same class. He walked into his class and took a seat in the back like he always does, and started to think. His mind was occupied by his late babysitter, it's been 9 years you would think he had forgotten the older one. But to Jungkook it's his first attachment, a person he couldn't get out of his head no matter how hard he tried. He wanted to see the older again, spend time with him like they used to, He wanted to see his hyungies friends again, especially Jimin who he still thought of as his big brother.

'I wonder if he even remember me. he's 26 now. I turning 18' Jungkook thought. He widens his eyes and just like that, he has an idea to get his words out. Jungkook legit flew out of class when the idea came to him, startling everyone even the teacher when they saw the cold but hot student running out of class.

Jungkook rushed to the music room in the school and started to hum and write down all the words he needed. It wasn't that difficult, all he had to do was find his feelings for the older down in him. The older was such a mystery but also the most beautiful person Jungkook had ever seen in his life, and that was all he required to write a song about his missing lover.

After a while jungkook was finally done writing his song and walked into the recording room to sing his song. He came up with another name than this hyungs name and decided on the name Penelope which means loyalty and if Taehyung is anything is loyal. All the memories came blasting into his head, all the secrets he told taehyung about his parents, and friends, how he broke his mom's vase without her knowing. The older was the most loyal person in the world, so he was happy when he chose this name. Also, people wouldn't know who he was talking about if they knew Jungkook or Taehyung in private so it wasn't awkward for any of them.

"Heard your name in every love song That the radio played

Well that was many years ago How would you see me now I've grown up

Given up my video games Baby girl I'd like to know"

Jungkook sang beautifull. Claps were heard behind him, He looked and saw his two best friends with wide smiles and looked at him. "That was beautiful kook, you have to post the song! He would differently hear this song!" Bam yelled. Jungkook chuckled and agreed with him. Since his parents both were pretty known around the country he wouldn't have much trouble getting the song out to Korea. So the boys all stayed behind working on the song, recording vocals and melody. And when the school was about to close they all went to Yugyeom's home, because his brother was a producer so he could help them and happily did. Later in the evening, they were done, they looked at each other and smiled widely this song was differently gonna be a new hit.

Jungkook walked to bed that night thinking about what would happen now, his life was either gonna change really much or it's gonna flop. He didn't know yet, and this made him terrified of the future. But all he worked for was for Taehyung to hear and know about his feelings, would he feel the same way? did he get his dream job? is he still in Korea.. in Seoul? Jungkook honestly missed the older. His warm hugs, his dark brown eyes that hold a lot of love for him, his ethereal beauty no one ever could compare to. Taehyung meant a lot to him and since he left Jungkook has never really been the same as before, he hated all the new babysitters because they weren't his Tae Tae Hyung. Were Taehyung thinking about him, does the older even remember babysitting Jungkook, did he miss the games, the laughs, the memories, the younger?

Jungkook just wanted to find the older, to finally be real friends with him and not only a kid and a babysitter. He didn't care about the love, or maybe he did but Taehyung could already be married and have kids and a husband or even wife. Jungkook did hope inside he didn't but if he had, he wouldn't have been mad but supported his Hyung. He just wanted to find him and be in his life once again but not as a kid anymore. that's all he wanted.

No, he also wanted to see Jimin again his 'missing' brother from another mother, he even misses the other hyungs.. Like the oldest with big shoulders, or the savage hyung he always thought was really cool. Jungkook always wanted to be like him. Or the one who was always the light of everything. But maybe one day he will see them again..

Jungkook went to bed that night not knowing how his future was about to look with just 3:27 of feelings he had just sung.