𝕴𝖓 𝖆 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖑𝖉 𝖋𝖚𝖑𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉,
𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖎𝖗 𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖕 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙
𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖉?
♮.
❝You've lightened my darkness up, sunflower. I get lost in your deep...
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I could hate myself forever if I lose her.
A newspaper article came, once again. I hated this. Especially not knowing who was behind this stupid thing. Taking a quick glance, I weighed the pros and cons if I ever read this article. It annoyed me because of how quick they make their paper, and how fast people fucking read it. I wondered who, or how they had the ability to do such thing so quick.
Especially getting the information.
Pros, no fucking clue. Cons, I'm going to get mad. Gripping it tightly, I started to read.
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I took a few deep breaths. Fucking hell.
I didn't care about the detectives, they weren't my problem. But did Diaz found where Oceana was first? Yes. Was she the first one in the crime scene? Yes.
I wait outside the emergency room, crumpling the paper and tossing it on the other side. Valerio and the others were outside, talking to the media. If I get pissed, I'm going to let some of my fucking men guard the area with their big fucking guns.
My heart starts to beat faster when the door slides open, revealing a doctor, who I knew from before. He looked at me with despair.
And that's when I knew it.
I lost it all.
I stood up, no tears, no nothing. All I could feel was pain and rejection. I lost them.
I lost her.
I slowly walked away, but the doctor stopped me.
"She's alive." he said. I turned around. The baby? His eyes fell to the ground. "We couldn't save the baby."
Miscarriage.
She had a miscarriage.
I swallowed the big lump inside my throat, she lost the fucking baby.
Our baby.
I fell to the ground, my surroundings started to blurry.
Fucking hell.
Someone nudged me harshly, but I had no energy to even look up.
She lost the baby.
"Nicolas? Nicolas? Tell me what happened!" I heard Valerio say. His voice muffled. I wanted to block everyone in this world. Wanted to kill myself. Voices filled my ears. My eyes diverted to everyone: the two female detectives, Alsace, my brother, Ellie, Rio and Denim.
