𝘞𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 - 𝗦. 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗥18

Chapter 17

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As i was fixing the things i messed up earlier. I didn't notice that it was already 3 in the morning.

My eyes were puffy and tired from all the crying i did. My phone began to ring multiple times so i took a look at it.

Sanzu- (5 missed calls)

I nervously pressed call.

Another phone began ringing behind me.

"I missed you" I slowly turned my head to the sound of his voice behind me.

"Haru?" He came out of the shadow and quickly came and hugged me.

"Why..how..did you get here?" I ask.

"Window, I bought you something" He handed me a bag with pancakes inside.

"I made that" He smiled and sat on the floor with me.

"You did?" I took a bite of it and it tasted the same as my mom's.

"Yeah. Meet me at the playground tomorrow night, I'll give you something."

"Okay, Are you high?" I ask because i smelled another weird scent.

"..."

"Please tell me the truth Haru. I wanna know the truth and why is your face all over these posters"

"..Listen Y/n, i'll be honest. I am a criminal. I know you'll never forgive me but i use drugs just to clear my mind."

"I forgive you" I said, burying my face in his shoulders, smelling his scent.

"You know you can tell me everything..right?"

"..Do you still love me?"

"Of course i still love you"

Fuck it. It's taking effect again. If this goes on i might end up hurting her. I need to leave before she gets caught.

"Yeah..Mhm..Yeah.." He chuckled.

"Haru? Are you okay-" As i was about to hold his face, he grabbed it pulling me towards him for a rough kiss.

His grip on my hand tightened which hurted me. So i pushed him out of shock.

"Haru. That hurts."

He held on his head and stood up, going towards my window.

"Fuck. I'm leaving. Sorry..."

As he was climbing down her window. He began thinking about what he just did, he hurted her. Physically.

"Shit."

"I'm sorry Y/n. I'm sorry.." He said as he was starting to panic.

If this continues. I would hurt her more. I was too high to pick her up yesterday and i let her wait for nothing while the rain was heavily pouring.

He took another glance at her house and sighed. He was devastated that her mother
had lost her trust in him. So he took another pill before he went to her house.