Chapter 19

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Today was our last day here in Japan.

Tonight will be our flight to America, My grandparents lives there and i agreed on with the work they offered me.

My goal was to get in shape before i start working and to have a new fresh start.

Without him.

"Aren't you gonna bring these with you?" She pointed at our pictures while she was taking the trash out.

"No. It's useless." I sighed, putting all my clothes into my luggage.

"Alright then I'll throw it out. They'll just inform us if there's a person or a family who's interested in buying this house"

"Yeah."

I grew up in this house. It's the house my dad and my mom bought when she was still pregnant with me.

A lot of memories was created in here.

This house will forever be in my heart.

"Sanzu..That's too much man. You'll die from that. Boss is announcing something later"

"Ah. Yeah. Get the fuck out of here"

After the break up. Sanzu was devastated, blaming himself for everything. Crying silently when he's alone.

He never wanted to end it. If it isn't for her safety he'll never let her go.

His friends tried to help him move on by taking him to a club and setting him up with a random stripper.

He didn't like it and ended up shooting
the girl.

"Man. He really shot her. Poor girl. He still can't move on from his previous woman" Ran sighed and looked at Sanzu.

"Y/n really means a lot to him"
Koko spoke.

He finds himself going to her house at night and staring at her window until her room's
lights goes off.

"You know i don't mean all the things i've said to you that night."

"But i love you too much and it's the only way to keep you safe my love. Staying with a monster like me won't do you any good"

"So please..If by any chance that you ever want to fall inlove with someone again.."

"...I promise that I'll try my best to be that someone."

We took our one last glance. My mom holding my hands tight "New start sweetie, new start" She smiled.

I nodded and took a deep breath before the
taxi started to move.

But sometimes i can't prevent myself to think. If he's really okay, If he's really happy on what he's doing, did they force him? or was it really his choice?

Once he heard the news.

He tried to follow them, wanting to take a glance of her one last time.

"Faster! Please i'm begging you Koko..Please.." He cried while gripping on his clothes.

"Let me see her..Just one more time."

Koko watched how desperate Sanzu was. How emotional he really is.

"Koko please..I don't know what time her flight is just please go faster." He pleaded.

"Alright." He did what he said being touched by how hurt Sanzu was. This was the first time he saw him like this.

"Just one glance.. Please just one.."

"Sanzu, i hate you sometimes but seeing how much you really love that girl. I can see that you really are a good person"

"...She's my only hope"

After arriving at the airport.

He quickly ran inside to see if the plane she's on has already departed.

"No.."

"Shit. We're an hour late."

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Please understand the character's situation and how hard it is to really move on. It's not always that easy but she's trying her best:)

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