𝘞𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 - 𝗦. 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗥18

Chapter 27

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"About her headache"

"We did run her on a few tests and scans that will figure out the main cause of this. Pretty sure she'll get the results after a week"

"Do you think she'll be okay? Maybe the liquor has something to do with this"

"Maybe, that's why were figuring it out."

"Miss..She also overdosed several times this past five years."

"Depression i see..Many people, teens to adult by fact uses Drugs, Liquiors, and self harm to cope with their depression. Did she do any of these this year?"

"No, thankfully. But she does drink a lot"

"That's a bad habit, where is she now?"

"She left last night. I don't actually know where she is, maybe she's at her friends house."

"Paparazzis said that they spotted her last night at a newly opened bar which was owned by a criminal organization."

"..I haven't heard of it"

"I'd like to see her again this week, here's her medicine—-"

"Wait. Did you say drugs?"

"Yeah earlier.."

"Is there any particular reason why a person uses one?"

"An often reason i've heard is that it helps them forget about their problems and it's also very addictive"

"I see..Thank you Doctor"

"All of this has something to do with him"

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"Sanzu?" I looked beside me and saw no one. I looked under the blanket and i was wearing
a shirt.

The moment i opened my eyes. I was at a luxurious hotel room.

But it's empty.

I passed out last night. Maybe because he doesn't get tired at all and did me all night leavinv me at an empty hotel room.

"Where the fuck.." I groaned, trying to stand up but my body was too weak.

"Stay in bed"

I shook my head to the sound of his voice behind me and saw him holding a plate of pancakes.

"Sanzu..I thought you left- Fuck my head hurt's so bad" I laid back on the head board groaning from the throbbing pain i was feeling on my head.

"Are you okay? Here eat up, i bought your favorite..." He took a piece of pancake, waiting for me to open my mouth so he can feed me.

"D-do you have p-pain meds?"

He immediately took a few medicines out of his pockets and handed me one.

"Here.." He went to the kitchen and grabbed me a glass of water.

I drank the drug and sighed.

"How is Cloud doing?" He asked,

"He's doing great, actually he found himself a wife and already had four cute kittens" I chuckled.

"That's nice. Are you sober?"

"Yeah, you?"

"Listen..We haven't talked since that day, i've been thinking a lot about you like a lot and it drove me crazy"

"I ended it instead of fixing everything, that's what made me an asshole"

"So you're gonna leave me and then fuck me again when we meet?"

"Ye- No it's not like that Y/n."

"Ever since you took those drugs you became different. You're not Haru. You're Sanzu and you chose those drugs over of me"

"I-I'm not..I did not Y/n. I started it because i thought it will end everything that has been bothering me"

"So you took it because i was bothering you?For a moment in there i thought you really love me and now you're.."

"You don't know my past Y/n."

I closed my mouth shut. I do know nothing about his past.

"I'm sorry.."

After that argument, we both cuddled and watched some tv. My body was filled with marks from last night.

"Feeling any better?" He asked, kissing me on my forehead.

"Yeah."

"Haru? It's you now right?" I smiled, closing my eyes everytime he kisses my forehead.

His eyes widened. Trying to prevent himself from crying.

"Yes.."

"Haru..Is everything okay?.."

"..Did you miss me?"

"..." I can feel his breath getting heavier,
he's already crying.

"Because i missed you.." He leaned his head on lap, crying like a lost child.

"Y/n..It hurts.."

Love is cruel and hurts sometimes, but that's when you know you've found true love if it hurts this much.

"Are you in pieces Haru? Do you wanna escape? What is it?" I looked at him, wiping his tears as he laid himself down on my lap.

"Please help me.."