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Do you plan on staying by my side until my last breath?
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Do you still remember the time we first met after a decade of not seeing eachother? My heart jumped in joy when you came up and talked to me.
I was guessing that you still recognize me, but i was wrong. But i don't want you to. That time I want you to see me as a strong man and not that weak boy you met at the playground.
You changed my view in life that day Y/n. You took all my pain away by just looking at your joyful smile.
The first time we kissed. I promised myself that i'll marry you, love you with all my heart, give you the whole world.
give you the love i never had.
But i failed.
That Liam guy treated you like shit. I got pissed and did what i wanted. I killed him, but when i confessed it to you, your eyes didn't change.
The memories of us being left alone that day after the field trip, the night we both lost our virginity. the night i showed you what's inside my mask.
The first night that i made you feel loved.
Those Stolen pictures of you on my phone, the food you make me, the photos of you wearing my clothes. I treasured all of them.
I also dream of you every night.
My wife kissing me before i go out for work, taking good care of our children, cooking breakfast for the three of us.
The best dream i had was being beside you while you're giving birth to our first child.
I dreamt of being a great father and a loving husband.
That moment i saw you on the magazines and your face and body being all over social media, i was so proud.
You can finally see yourself the way i see you.
"I am a big fan" i commented on each of your posts. And on each of them you replied "thank you for your support" Even though you didn't know it's me. A criminal like me felt special.
I knew i needed you, but did i even show?
What i did is my fault. I got too carried away from the positive effects i heard from the drugs.
