𝘞𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 - 𝗦. 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗥18

Chapter 21

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"I hate roses."

"It's a foreign language. I can't understand it. Can you?" My mom asked.

"No.." I sighed and looked at the roses. Seeing one of them is completely different from the rest. It was made out of plastic.

"That's weird, How did they know your address?"

"..."

The Roses bought back her memories from the past and how much it reminds her of him, thats why she hated them so much.

"I don't know..Let's just throw these away. I can't stand seeing them" My mother nodded and took the roses.

"I'll just be in my room." I grabbed a bottle of wine and took it with me, locking myself up before i stared at the note.

Reading the text once again.

"¿Estás feliz?"

"How many languages can you speak?"

"three."

"lucky..what are they?"

"English, Japanese, and i know a bit of Spanish."

"Spanish" I quickly ran to my table and grabbed my phone before i opened the
search engine.

I typed the text and translated it to english.

"Are you happy?"

My eyes widened. Hearing his voice echoing through my head. Thinking that it might be him who sent this, finding my address must've been easy for him.

But why? She asked herself while chugging on the wine bottle.

He broke up with me right? and left me all alone on that cold rainy night.

It still hurts just thinking about it.

Five years.

For the past five years.

I've been asking myself.

Did i really move on? or did i just ran away from the thought of it?

Why does my heart still screams his name?

Why do i hate every thing that reminds
me of him?

Yet I tried.

I tried to get rid of you by getting in touch
with someone new.

But i can never love them the
same way as i did to you.

I feel pain and excitement whenever
i hear your name.

Did we really end it? Or we're just waiting
for each other?

Hopefully it isn't too late.

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You've changed a lot.

Your face, personality and body.

But I'm always waiting, Y/n.

Seeing how happy you are on interviews with your "boyfriend's" makes me wanna
kill myself.

I've been overthinking.

What if he's not treating you well?

What if he's hurting you? Manipulating you? Cheating on you?

But you do seem happy in his company.

Does being with him. Makes you feel safe?That one thing i wish i did.

I take drugs to try and hide the pain.

But will you ever love a monster like me again? A murderer? A drug addict?

I didn't wish to be like this at all.

My wish was to be with you. To make you happy. To support you with your career. To be the one hugging you after winning an award.

and to be the father of our children.

But i did the opposite.

"How was it?" The boys sitting on the club vip lounge asked.

"Seeing that thing's face was already bad, so i sent that thing out, i might end up getting some std's and shit if i hooked up with that"

The pink haired guy chuckled while taking a glass of whiskey and drank it all in one shot.

"That thing? You literally do that to every girl we set you up for." Ran sighed.

"Then don't set me up. Ain't that fucking easy?i'm not into what you guys do. Y'all have hiv's" He gave the a teasing grin.

"He took a lot again huh?"

"Sure did"

"I'm pretty sire he'll rant about his "angel's" ex. He might trace and kill him. I bet he would"

Koko raised his hands.

"Who's in?"

"You already won Koko. You always win. We all know that guy's moves. He wasn't called a loyal mad dog without a reason"

"Oh he just black mailed him"

"What?! I don't wanna make it obvious! I already sent her roses."

"..Too bad, we really flew here in america just for you to see her huh?"

"She has an upcoming runway show here. I don't wanna miss it. I haven't seen her in a long time"

"Don't you have a whole collection of her magazines? and a dummy account just to like and comment on all her social media?"

"I don't." He denied.