𝘞𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 - 𝗦. 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗥18

Chapter 30

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𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗 𝗔𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗢𝗪𝗡 𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗞
Title: "Once Again"
Words: 4231

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"Wear this! It's cold here, girls need to be protected" He smiles.

"B-but how about you?" I ask.

"I'm okay. As long as i get to protect you. Theres no such thing as a cold to me!.."

"..even if i'll get a fever after this." He said as he hugged his knees.

"But! It's fine! Atleast you are not gonna have a fever! But my brother will be mad.."

I stared at him in confusion.

"..But! It's okay! As long as you're safe, I don't care if he'll blame me again! Right miss?!"

"B-but.."

"No buts! It's okay" He said while fixing the coat he covered to me.

I fell hardly inlove with you that night.

Ah, Love. He's the only man who
made me feel loved.

But i do wonder what love feels
like for others.

Do they feel pain? guilt? sorrow? burdened?
trapped? suffocated? manipulated? or they feel an endless affection?

"I wonder how hurt he felt. How heavy his pain is. Knowing that whatever he does. He couldn't stop. An addiction. Is an addiction"

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But the thing i was addicted to.

Was loving him.

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He meant the world to me, but i can't still accept the fact that he lied to me.

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"How are you, My love?"

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I gripped on my phone, biting my lips from the mix of anger and sadness i was feeling.

"Y/n? Are you upset? I'm sorry. If i didn't make it to your show. I got a mission, i need to accept it or else i'm gonna die."