𝘞𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 - 𝗦. 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗼 𝗥18

Chapter 18

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"What.."

My heart dropped.

I gulped and took a step away from him.

How did he. With that innocent face before, i can barely tell that he already killed a person.

"That's why i'm a wanted criminal and i came here to apologize. I'm sorry" He bowed infront of me.

"You always say sorry yet you still don't mean it and i was dumb enough to forgive you"

"I know."

Then there i realize.

I'm not talking to the same man i fell inlove with anymore.

This is not Haruchiyo.

His eyes looked cold and his face showed no emotions while a tear keeps running down my face.

"Stop pretending to be someone
you're not"

"Stop pretending to be someone i'm not. Look who's doing it now.." I gripped on my wet clothes, avoiding to look at him.

"Let's forget about everything that happened between us. I'm starting a new life without you and maybe you can start over without me"

"I can't do that..Stop pretending all the things we've done before will be that easy to forget"

"You can. Because guess what. I've been using you all along."

I bit my lip, trying to prevent myself from breaking down.

"How can you say such things when you literally promised me that you'll never hurt me?! Can you even hear yourself right now Sanzu?!" I snapped.

There it his.

"Just accept the fact Y/n. What kind of a dumb person would even trust a drug addict right?

"You."

"Yes! Because i was blinded by love! Your love Sanzu! I did everything for you.." I started to burst into tears infront of him.

"I didn't ask for that."

This is what's best for her.

"But i still did!" I went towards him and started to hit his chest.

"I fucking hate you! After all the things i've done! In the end..you never really cared"

"Y/n. I'm sorry but lets just end this. I'm so fucking tired okay?"

"Sorry. Sorry. All you say is sorry. But did you ever mean it? How about me.."

My heart shattered as i cry on his chest, feeling his body slowly walking away from me.

"Haru.."

I whimpered as i kneeled down on the wet ground. The rain began to pour heavily along with thunder.

She cried, watching him slowly fading in the distance. Her heart was shattered, holding the charm close to her chest.

He did the same. Acting like he doesn't feel anything but deep inside, saying those words hurted him a lot more.

Y/n. I'm sorry. This is what's best for you. Hating me will be the only way for you to be safe in your mother's arms again.

He said to himself.

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I walked inside my house.

Seeing my mom sitting on the kitchen. Waiting for me.

"You're finally home.."All i was feeling was my heart being shattered into pieces.

"He broke up with me. He ended it." I sobbed.

"Come here sweetie." I came towards my mom and hugged her. Desperately crying on her shoulders.

"..It's okay"

I didn't know that it was the last time i get to feel his deadly kiss. His warmth. His love.

"You'll be okay.." She rubbed my back as i cry.

"Go take a bath and change your clothes. You might get sick."

I saw my cat walking up to me.

"Meow."

"Yeah. We're both fatherless now" I picked him up and took him to my room.

"It's hard. Knowing that no matter what he did. I'd still love him."

The morning after that. I locked myself up in my room. Staring at our pictures sticked on my walls with my tired eyes.

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The week after that, the pain was still there and i decided to throw all our pictures away thinking it can help me heal.

Then something on the paper ring he gave me caught my attention.

I slowly opened the paper, seeing a foreign text. Which i'm not familiar with.

"Te casarías conmigo"

What's that? I placed it aside and continued on putting our pictures on the trash.

The next morning.

I gripped on my hairbrush, closing my eyes while avoiding to look at the mirror and because i keep seeing him beside me. The memories of us happily spending our days together.

"Meow.." Cloud was always there for me.
He comforted me and stayed beside me
while i cry.

"Sweetie.." I shook my head to the sound of my mom who was knocking at my door.

She tried her best to stand up and open the door seeing her mother holding a bunch of papers. Seeing the pictures of him and her scattered on the floor.

"Hi Honey. Heres your food. And also your grandma called.."

"What did she say?" I sat on my bed, massaging my burning eyes.

"She found a good job for you, remember that you've always dreamt of becoming a model?"

"..I don't know if i'm even compatible for that. Look at me. I'm a mess, i just came from a breakup and now you're asking me to go overseas"

"It's also a way for you to move on more
easily and being a model means a lot of
money."

"Thanks for the food."

"I know it's not easy. But it can help the both of us to start a new life in another country. I'm gonna sell this house"

"I'll think about it."

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NO ITS NOT THE END YET:)