Under His Pleasure [COMPLETED]

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Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko habang mariin na nakakapit sa steering wheel, mabilis kong pinapatakbo yung sports car ko na para bang asa competition ako kahit mag-isa lamang ako.

Halo halong emosyon ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Hindi ako mapakali dahil sa pagbubuntis ko, parang hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na nangyayari talaga 'to.

Shit. I can't just do everything I want anymore, I also need to think about the baby inside of me. I can't drink or even do drugs now.

Napakunot yung noo ko nang makita yung pamilyar na kotse sa hindi kalayuan, nakita ko na bumaba si Lorenz mula rito.

What the hell is he doing here!?

I don't have any other choice. Agad kong itinigil yung pagmamaneho at tumigil sa harapan niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya andito, alam kong wala na kaming dapat pag usapan.

Lumabas ako sa kotse ko, hinubad ko naman yung helmet habang naglalakad ako palapit rito.

"What do you want from me?" Walang gana kong sabi.

Tinignan ako nito ng seryoso, hindi ko mabasa kung anong tumatakbo sa isipan nito. I can't stress about anything else. I'm sure he's just here to cause another scene----

"Am I the father of that baby?"

Napaawang yung labi ko dahil sa sinabi niya. How the hell did he knew? I swear to God that I never told anyone about it.

"Surprised? You thought I'll never know about it, huh?" Dagdag pa nito.

"What were you thinking, Astrid!? You're already three months pregnant and you never even bother to tell me!" Galit na singhal nito.

Sinamaan ko nang tingin si Lorenz. He's so pathetic if he think he's the father of this baby. I'm not going to waste my time to know where he got this information from.

"Why would I? You're not even the father of this baby and you don't have anything to do with this!" Galit kong sabi rito.

Naglakad ito palapit sakin at mahigpit na hinawakan yung magkabila kong balikat.

"L-Let go of me!" Suway ko rito.

"We've been fucking for five months and don't tell that I don't have the rights to know if I'm the father of that baby!" Panunumbat nito.

Sinamaan ko ito ng tingin. I can't really get rid of him, can't I?

Sabay kaming napahinto nang marinig si Dad. I didn't know he was here.

"Is there something wrong here?" Pagtataka ni dad. Bumaba yung tingin niya sa hawak ni Lorenz, agad namang bumitaw ito.

Dad just saved me. Agad naman akong binitawan ni Lorenz, lumapit ako kay dad at niyakap yung braso niya.

"N-Nothing is wrong here, Mr. Carter. Astrid and I were having a conversation about some serious matter." Pagsisinungaling ni Lorenz.

"He's leaving now, right? Lorenz? " I said with a serious tone.

Huminto ito para tignan ako ng deretso na pinapahiwatig na hindi pa kami tapos magusap. Wala na rin itong nagawa dahil andito si Dad, kaya nagpaalam na lamang ito at naglakad pabalik sa kotse niya. Umalis na rin ito at naiwan kami ni dad sa field.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Pagaalala ni dad habang sinusuri ako.

I gave him a fake smile. "Of course I am. And I'm so happy to see you again, dad!" Masaya kong sabi rito.