Under His Pleasure [COMPLETED]

16

"You look like hell." Pang-aasar ni Gian.

I rolled my eyes. It's been two days noong makita ko na hinalikan ng babae na yon si Archi! I mean she's not even pretty! Bakit papatol si Archi sa panget na 'yon!?

Nagtatago ako sa apartment ni Ali, dumito rin muna sina Drei at Gian para damayan ako. Nakaupo ako sa sofa habang naka-sandal yung ulo ko sa dibdib ni Ali, nasa tapat namin sina Drei at Gian.

"It feels weird, I want to be angry at him but I don't want him to know that I'm catching feelings for him----" Napatigil ako nang marealize ko yung sinabi ko.

"You what?" -Gian.

"Holy shit men." -Drei.

"I take it back! I'm not catching feelings for him and I'm sure I will never feel anything for him!" Irita kong sabi.

Gosh. Hindi naman kami ganon katagal magkakilala, we never had a serious conversation or even a had the time to know each other that much, Archival and I are just fucking each other.

This is stupid. No one would actually catch feelings that fast. Magkamatayan na, wala akong aaminin dyan!

"Akala ko ba sex lang? Bakit may feelings na namuo?" Pang-aasar ni Gian.

"Tangina pano si Lorenzo?" Pagtataka ni Drei.

"I don't care about the two of them. I'm just glad that it's over between me and Archi. Sawang sawa na akong maging involved sakanya. " Pagsisinungaling ko.

Fine. I'll admit it, the only thing I'll miss is the sex. Other than that, wala na. I can't catch feelings for him. Dapat nga matuwa ako eh, hindi na kami pagkakaguluhan ng media.

I just don't want to be disappointed again. Men always ruin everything for me when it comes to love.

My phone beeped, my mom is calling me. I think this is about the photoshoot we'll be doing.

"I think I need to go now, my mom needs me for her photoshoot." Walang gana kong sabi.

"Pano kapag nagkita kayo ni Archi?" Pagtataka ni Ali.

"He's dead to me. I don't know him anymore." I said with a low tone.

I'm not being exaggerating about what happened. Archi kissed a girl in front of me! The deal was not to fuck other people or be with other people as long as we're fucking each other.

Alam kong may mali rin ako, I had sex with Lorenz and Nicholas nang hindi niya alam. Kaya nga naguguluhan ako ngayon. Hindi naman ako naguguilty sa ginawa ko, pero bakit kapag si Archi ang gumuwa, grabe yung epekto sakin? Wala naman dapat akong pake dyan, pero bakit ko dinaramdam ngayon!? Archival can fuck whoever he wants like I do.

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Hindi ako makapag-focus sa trabaho dahil kay Astrid. I tried everything to reach her, but she's still ignoring me. My men already searched the places where she could be, but there's no sign of Astrid.

I want to see her so bad, I her to know what I feel. I can't loose Astrid, I don't know what I'll do without her.

"Sir..."

Inangat ko yung ulo ko para harapin yung tauhan ko. Pumasok ito sa loob ng opisina ko at lumapit sa kinaroroonan ko.

"Ms. Astrid is having a photoshoot with her mother. We've traced the location of the studio."