I Don't Like Who I Was Or Who I Am

The New Beginning

      Draco and harry kinda loved the idea of their new relationship, they had matured more in many ways and changed their ways a lot since they last were together. When they first were together it was a lot of sadness, confusion, sex, and rush. but now they could do it all over anything they didn't want last time they can wipe the slate clean. 

Harry was sitting on the couch reading a red-covered book with a golden laced spine, Draco sat between his knees drinking hot milk and honey in a mug. He wore a cropped long sleeve sweater with a black skirt, his hair pulled into a tiny messy bun. "And then the Gryffindor flew down from the sky to his master's assistance" harry babbled on as he read the book to his lover a cozy patterned blanket draped dove their bodies classes had already ended and the two wanted to just be with each other forever

Ron and Hermione walked in "ugh...you two are being all love sappy again" he plopped down on the couch next to harry, the brunette rolled his eyes and closed the book sitting it on the arm of the red couch "Looks like our relationship is not wanted here" harry groaned standing up letting the blanket fall "haha, hello ron and Hermione where were you two?" Draco asked sitting up adjusting his clothes seeing how disheveled they looked themselves

"We were out taming  animals with Hagrid," Hermione said sitting books down "wow, what new animal doe he have now that gave you guys such a hard time," Harry said holding Draco in his arms "...don't know mate" ron shrugged fixing his shirt "were you outside?" Draco asked Hermione nodded he eyed them both up and down before returning around kissing harry "I must get going back to my common room harry" he started walking off before harry grabbed his arm "would you like to go out tomorrow, just us?" Draco gasped playfully "is the harry potter my boyfriend asking me out on a date?" harry blushed furiously whilst ron and Hermione left them "yes..." Draco pecked his cheek "then, of course, how could I say no"

With that Draco turned on his heels and was out the door, as he walked down the halls he bumped into pansy and Luna "oh Ello!" he waved at them they had leaves and twigs in their hair with dirt on their arms "...you two are a mess what happened?" Draco exclaimed "we were out helping Hagrid train his Dragon, don't tell dumbledor it's a secret," pansy said laughing "oh why were you two out there?" "We needed some headspace to talk about are relationships you know how I'm contemplating marrying Hermione and luna is broken up with" luna nodded at her response

"Did you see Hermione and ron out there with you" Draco smiled "hm? no silly Hermione was teaching ron Chemistry" luna remarked Draco made a screwed up face. "they said they were helping Hagrid" pansy shook her head "hm maybe they were out there after us but is she back now?" pansy asked him Draco nodded and pansy parted from the two it was silence for a minute "...you don't think-" "no, no of course not.." "maybe no you're right yeah no" "they're total-" "yeah, yeah um by luny!" Draco waved and the two kept going their separate way

    Once Draco was in his own room he took a shower and lay on his silk sheets he sunk into the pillows pulling out his phone as he looked at pictures of him and harry that they had been taking all week in the Gryffindor Common room, he kept scrolling deeper into his album of their photos coming along a Short 10 Second Video he clicked onto it biting his nail as it played, it was him in Harry's T-shirt opening the bathroom door he walked in on harry in the shower. Seeing the man's naked chest with water dripping down on him his built body Draco could feel himself throb in his pajama pants he used his own slender hand, closing his eyes imaging it was Harry as he slid it down his chest slowly, he caressed his collar bone and rubbed his clothed nipples.

He slid it down t his stomach tracing shapes right above his V-line he hummed in satisfaction at the things he imagined. Draco slid his fingers tips into the lining when his door opened he rushed to sit up and closed his phone clearing his throat "hello?" his room was still dark the light turned on and he saw pansy in his doorway "Hi! I hope I didn't barge in but do you have a spellbook I could use?" Draco chuckled fixing his clothes before stepping out of his bed "of course, what are you looking for I have many" he walked over to his bookcase ignoring his erection "the potion of Vertrueisim" Draco looked back at her but ignored it he ripped a piece of paper out of the book he picked up. he filed it and handed it to her.