Always ( Cameron Dallas )

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The first book cover is 'Cameron and Melissa' walking besides each other. The second book cover is Cameron pulling Melissa along and this cover is Melissa dragging Cameron. go figure.

Songs:
Never be alone- Shawn Mendes
Troubled- Halsey

Melissa

"Melissa!" I hear Cameron call me from the home office.

When he calls my name like that he expects me to come rushing to his aid and I do each time.

After climbing 32 steps and holding my back in a straight position from the little excess weight Im carrying with the baby I finally make it to his office and stand in the door way.

"I'm leaving to catch a flight." He informs me, shoving papers into his briefcase.

"What?" I asked shocked of this new information.

"I need to fly to New York and deal with something." He mutters closing his brief case.

I can see his expression is confused with his brows knit together and lips pursed in thought.

"Hey!" I snap him out to make him look at me, "talk to me!"

"Mel I told you I'm leaving, for 2 days tops!"

"You can't just pick up and leave like that! We have a baby and I'm all alone in this huge house!" I shout at him my hormones already crazy.

"This is my job!" He shouts so loud I coward down and look down at my bare feet.

He sometimes gets like this angry and uncontrollable and I blame myself sometimes. If it wasn't for me craving children and married life then he wouldn't be fighting for something that he forces himself to be apart of.

"Who else is going to pay for your expensive shit! Look at your dress it probably costs more than this fucking house!"

I close my eyes and ignore him as much as I could, I know his words seem harsh but the pressure he is under for work makes his anger double and he just get it out on me. "Just kiss your son goodbye before you leave."

"I- Uh- Look.." He runs his fingers through his hair.

I feel a little cramp in my abdomen and I think about our little bundle of joy on the way.

"I need to tell you someth-"

His phone rings as I speak and he puts his finger up to silence me stopping me from telling him about his blood.

"Yeah Nash I'm coming now!" He answers hanging up the phone and walking straight past me.

Not saying a word to me.

My mother instinct kicks in as I hear Christian's door open and then close after a few seconds.

At least he can do one thing right.

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I spent the rest of the day checking up on Christian multiple times and watching old movie like Pretty women and pretty in pink, while eating heaps of triple stuffed Oreos and junk. I think I need to watch a few more 'pretty' movies to begin to feel like it.

Cameron messages me around noon.

I arrived.

The best I could reply back with was a simple.

Okay. Please stay safe.

He did respond back after that and I slightly started to blame myself, maybe I shouldn't be so demanding on him. Not that I was in the first place but Cameron always manages to find himself in this place where he is so suffocated and stressed he just shuts off and shuts himself off to a place where only he can pull himself out of.