𝓛𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓼 𝓘𝓽𝓼 𝓦𝓪𝔂

Seven

Savy's Pov

Sh1tss!! This was my first kiss!

Before I can pushed Arch away, the door of the rooftop slammed open. I pushed Arch immediately, scared someone might see us.

I look to the door and saw the same guy bumped me earlier.

“I’m sorry, I invade your privacies...I just forget something.” the guy walk in, Arch didn't say something, me neither.

The guy just looked around and checked every corner here in the rooftop, he's weird. I didn't saw some things here, the rooftop is clean. There's nothing left here like what he said.

“Ahh.. maybe I didn't left it here. Again, I'm sorry.” he looked at me before he slammed— again— the door shut. He seems angry, tsk.. he keeps slamming the door.

I didn't turn back to face Arch, I don't know what to say.

“Yreen... Sorry...”

I still didn't turn to face him, I didn't speak too.

“I have no choice but to tell you the truth,” he sighed.

“I like you since our first day of class. I just... didn't have the strength to tell you so I just asked to be friends with you, at least I can have your attention I've been longing for.”

I felt betrayed, I thought his intentions are clear. I thought he did everything because we're friends.

I didn't notice a lone tear fell from my eyes.

“I thought I found a true friend, it is just only my thoughts. I felt betrayed Arch, in your presence I could feel Aria— my only bestfriend. That doesn't mean you are like a rebound of her, it means I saw you just like her. Whom I can tell all my thoughts, share my problems, can comfort me, and a good adviser when I'm down or when I needed. And I can be like that too, if you need it because that's what friends for. Also, I see you as my brother, because I don't have one and I want to have some.” I wipe the single tear fell from my left eye.

“We’re different...” he said, his voice is low.

“I know... You two are different, because she is true to me and you’re not.” when he didn't respond I started to walk away.

“Hey, I'm sorry okay? I know I'm at fault... But I didn't have the strength to tell you what I really feel...” he sighed again.

He chased me and pulled my arms to stop me from walking, then he face me to him.

He looks shocked when he saw that I'm crying.

“Sh1t!.. stop crying I'm saying sorry, and I'm sincere on my apology.”

“Saying sorry doesn't bring back my whole trust to you.”

“Then what to do, I don't want to end our friendship yet, please...”

“Trust is like a paper they say,” I avoided his gaze and looked on the other side.

“So I'm not sure if I can forgive you, call me overacting and everything. I just really valued all what I think is good for me, and discarded if it causes distraction, I'm sorry too Arch.”

I look at him and saw how his eyes clouded in tears, before it becomes gloomy and then his tears fall.

I can't handle what I saw so I turn to walk away, but before I can moved. He hugged me— tightly.

“Okay, I won't force you about it. The important is I finally tell you about what I really feel. I will surely miss you Yreen...” he buried his face on my hair and silently cry.