𝓛𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓗𝓪𝓼 𝓘𝓽𝓼 𝓦𝓪𝔂

Twenty-eight

Savy's Pov

“Freezy! I'll take you home!” he called me and chased me.

“Go away, I can go home alone.” I said.

“Tssk...”

I saw a cab and finally I escaped Arzen.

On my way home Chance called me in a messengers video call.

“Hi, how's your day?”

“Fine, just like yesterday, how about you?” I said

“I miss you, I wanna hug you right now. I'm so pressured on my studies because I'm not enjoying it, I found it boring.”

I felt pity on him, he likes to become a Civil Engineer but didn't have the chance to pursue it. His father is a very strict businessman, I'm worried if his father will find out our relationship and what will be his reaction.

“Just bare it, you can cope up someday. I know you are one of those intelligent people. Believe in yourself too.”

“Of course I can cope up, because I  have you always.”

“What does it do to me?”

“You didn't know? You are my inspiration, whenever I'll think of our future I suddenly gained a courage to study hard even though I don't like this course. Thinking of you and me in the future, being happy with each other and ofcourse for our children soon.” he laughed.

I blush.

“You're blushing.” he laughed hard.

“I didn't thought you'd think that way ahead. It will take too long, are you even sure that we will end up together and have a children?”

His laugher died. And look at me seriously.

“Are you doubting my feelings and our relationship now? Be positive Sav, even if it takes decades, if it's destined to happen it will be. Just trust me and be loyal to me too, and there will be no problem.”

I nodded.

“Okay, just remember too that taking care of our health is important, look at you, you've lost weight. I wanna flicked your ears right now if only I can be there in a sec.”

He laughed.

“You should too, you look stressed. Take more sleep and don't always overthink things.”

Finally I arrived on our house. I pay the driver of the cab then went out. I am now walking on our path.

“I didn't overthink things, I just sleep late last night because I am doing my WPS presentation on our Physical Science.”

“I lost weight because I didn't know how to cook, but I'm starting to learn now.”

“You should because, I don't like a guy who doesn't know how to cook.” I joked.

“Nah, I will definitely learn it sooner so that I can be a good, hardworking, loving, caring, and handsome husband to you soon.”

I laughed and shook my head. Tssk.. this guy...

“I'll take notes of that.”

“You should.” he laughed.

“Bye for now Chance.”

“Bye, take care always. Don't let things stressed you out. Always think of me too.” he laughed again.

“End the call now.”

“No, you end the call not me.”

Tssk.. he's always like that if he calls, he never said goodbye first and he is not the one ended the calls and even in texts or chats.

“Bye, take care of yourself too.” I said then ended the call.

I greeted mom when I saw her on our living room, watching her favorite c-drama.

I went to the kitchen and drink a water then went directly to my room.

I lied down on my bed and stare on the ceiling.

Today is exhausting, I don't know why.

I just wanna lie on my bed in days, don't talk, don't move, don't do anything. My body is so heavy right now. I'm so busy with my studies and, sometimes I felt pressured because there's a time I don't want to work and go to school but still I need to get ready because I'm afraid to get even a single absences.

I stood up when I remembered that I have an assignment in Understanding Culture, Society and Politics. I opened my bag and get my papers and notebooks, then sit in front of my study table and also get my phone in case I need to search. I wrote my name first when the ballpen run out of ink. Tssk..

I stood up again and get three other ballpens on my bag, then sit back on the chair in front of my table.

I wrote again my name when the ballpen didn't work, I tried the other one and the other. The f-ck?! What is wrong with this ballpens?

I change my clothes into a comfortable one and told mom that I will just buy a ballpen on the near stores.

She just nodded and continued to watch the drama.

When I arrived on the first nearest store, I ask the saleslady.

“We run out of stuck Savy, check the next near store.”

I went to the other store and the other one. Their reasons are the same, they didn't sell a ballpen. Ghad!

I went back to our house and change a better clothes and went to the city just to buy a freaking ballpens, tssk..

It's starting to dark but it's okay, I'm not afraid in darkness.

After almost an hour, I arrived on a supermarket.

“Guess who?”

Someone covered my eyes, a guy. Base on his smell, and his voice I'm afraid I'd be wrong. He is Arzen— the walking scumbag.

“Stay away.” I remove his hands on my eyes. “ I'm not in the mood, don't push me to punch you.”

“So harsh. Can you just act kind to me even just a minute?”

“I can't and I don't want to, I saw you as an annoying scumbag.”

“Ouch.”

I walk away to buy what I went here for.

I choose five different types of ballpen but all ink is black.

“Are you writing tons of books?”

“No.”

“That is too many if you're just writing a one sheet of paper.”

“Mindset, Arzen. You are a doctor and you have only one patient at a time, will you use only one hospital tools in each types? Even though there's a possibility that one of your tools wouldn't function?”

“Of course I need lots of it, to be sure.” he said.

“That's it.”

I walk towards the casher and then pay the ballpens.

“What are you doing here? Are you following me?”

“Freezy... you're too harsh on me.” he pout.

“I just didn't like to do something that will cause Chance to doubt me.”

“I'm not doing something. I'm just being kind, I respect your relationship with him.”

I felt pity to this guy. I don't know why this handsome guy is so obsessed with me where in fact I don't have something special. He's handsome he will surely find a pretty woman. Tssk...

I turn to walk away after paying the ballpens, leaving Arzen.

I want to be friends with him but he likes me, that's not fair.