Who can I run to? <EDITED>

Chapter 18

MEGAN POV

So we've been fucking like rabbits non stop. Everytime Jorden or I come home, Normani is right on the bed ready for us. Like yesterday when I came home. She was right in the bed, completely naked just ready. And me being me, I'm not gonna say no to a good meal.

By the time Jorden came home, we were in the playroom. I had her pinned down to the mattress with a collar and leash fucking her with my strap on and had no sense of stopping.

Until Jorden joined in and let's say, both Normani and I are completely sore today. I'm just glad I didn't have to go to any of the salons and can just rest.

I cuddle up to Normani even more with her head in my chest while I rub her back. She's like a little kitten you just want to protect, especially when she curls into a ball when you cuddle.

I've been watching Normani really closely these days, cause she has started to get real moody.... Uh what if she's pregnant.

NORMANI POV

Okay yes the sex is phenomenal!! But since the first night, I've been popping these birth control pills like tic tacs.

After rushing to the store with Ryan to get a plan b the first time. I said it's time for me to get on birth control.

I love Jorden and Megan so much, and yes I would love to have our baby or babies. But not right now. I want to actually get a job and not stay in this house with just the dogs. I'm tired of having Jorden and Megan pay for everything and it's starting to frustrate me. I'm supposed to be a Marine Biologist, not some bum that relies on both my lovers to take care of me.

So like today I wake up frustrated that my life isn't where I thought it would be. And I think Megan is noticing it. I told her it's just that today isn't a good day for me. She left a couple of minutes ago to go to the store... oh gosh... I hope she doesn't think I'm pregnant

MEGAN POV

"Belcalis you are not helping! Which brand is the better choice? I'm freaking out, cause she might be pregnant"

"Calm down! It could be her period or something. But get the Clear blue brand those are better."

"Okay thank you!" I rush out saying into my phone grabbing 3 boxes and running to the register.

"Sooo what if she is pregnant?"

"I'll be happy..... you know my situation and how I can't have kids. (Sighs deeply)..... I'll be happy. But at the same time I don't think it's the right time for us"

"Girl, I know it's been a lot on you..... Does Normani know?? And why not, cause it's been two months since y'all been together again"

"No I haven't told her, I.. I don't know how she'll take it. Plus I already feel like shit that I as Jorden's wife can't give him kids. A-"

"Do you think you'll be jealous if Normani was pregnant?"
"Honestly.... I love Normani whole heartedly. B-But I think I might... I mean, I'll love the baby no matter what. B-But She's giving Jorden something I can't. That connects them together and where does that leave me.. as the child's step mother" I say on the verge of tears in from of the cashier in Walgreens

"Ma'am, you can take your card out"
"Oh I'm sorry.. thank you"

"It's going to be okay, don't worry" the cashier says to me before I leave out

"Don't think like that Megan!! I honestly think today is the day you three all need to sit down and talk about this. But talk BEFORE she takes them test... okay"