Who can I run to? <EDITED>

Chapter 29

NORMANI POV

"Please h-hurry B-Baby... Ah oh it- it hurts" I tell Megan as we're in the car on our way to the hospital

First Jorden is in critical condition, now the babies are 3 weeks earlier... what the hell! Taking deep breaths, I hold onto the side of my belly.

"Okay babe we're almost there, just continue to take those deep breaths" Megan says in a panic voice

Pulling up to the front of the hospital we see Belcalis yelling at a nurse to bring the wheelchair over with Ryan on the phone frantically talking. 2 nurses and Belcalis help me out the car telling me to take it easy. As I'm wheeled inside I see Jasmine, Jorden Sr (Jorden's dad) and Jamal (Jorden's brother) running to the front. With Justine slowly walking behind them.

"OH MY GOSH NORMANI!!! ARE YOU OKAY??? HONEY IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY, SAFE DELIVER FOR THE BABIES" Jasmine yells as I'm being rushed into my own room

A contraction comes harder than before causing me to hold my side even more. I can only shake my head at Jasmine.

Two hours into sitting in the hospital bed in my own maternity room, the nurse says its time. I'm about to push out 2 babies.. oh how I wish Jorden was here!

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"AWWWWW Megan he looks just like you! Look at that little face" Jasmine says leaning over Megan looking at our son whose in her arms

"Baby girl looks just like Jorden" Ryan says holding our daughter

When she says that the room becomes silent. I just lay back praying that he makes it through. Even though he's been in surgery before we got here, he's still in surgery right now. Jorden Sr. keeps us updated, with barely little energy left sleep calls my name.

TWO WEEKS LATER

Yesterday we were able to bring the babies home. They're so good, they sleep throughout the night and don't even cry much. Naming them was the tricky part, everyone had their own opinion on what to name them. We all agreed that our daughter should be named Jordan, after Jorden since he always wanted him a baby girl. But for our son let's say it got kinda ugly in that hospital over his name. But the decision was left to Megan and I, we decided to name him Arrow. I honestly don't know why, but for some reason it stuck with us.

Jorden had a successful surgery, but right now he's still in a coma and it's to the point where we have to wait for him to wake up on his own. Because of that Megan has to run all of their businesses by herself, which is why Ryan is here with me to help with the twins. I'm so glad to have her help because trying to feed 2 babies that are breast-fed is a struggle.

I always think about Jorden, wishing he was here. And thinking how we maybe should've put the thing with his mom to the side so we could be together. Maybe he wouldn't have been in that accident. Too often at night when I'm feeding the twins I think on how it's my fault he's in a coma. If I wouldn't have been so sensitive to what his mother said, and just let Jorden come home with us.

He wouldn't have been with Ryan and them at their house, they wouldn't have argued and he wouldn't have gotten into his car driving and getting into that accident. He wouldn't have laid in that hospital bed for a week without anyone knowing.

I'm going to visit him with the twins tomorrow, so he can spend time with them even though he won't know...

Because the twins are so tiny and small I put them into 1 crib, that I moved into our room to have easy access to them in the night. I'm sitting on the bed looking down at them making sure they're still breathing. I turn to face the door hearing Megan come in