Who can I run to? <EDITED>

Chapter 33

NORMANI POV(ONE WEEK LATER)

I look out the window seeing bright lights all over. Casinos one after another and people that are happy. Mhm happy... I wish I could be happy.

The people I love don't love me anymore, my kids don't love me anymore. So why be here... why live. Arrow hates me, his own mother. For another woman.. who he's only known for a month or so... Who can I run to? No one

No one knows but Ryan that I broke up with Chris. The kids weren't happy and neither was I. I thought moving on would make me happy but all it did was make me miserable. Plus when he thought he could discipline Jordan, that's when I lost it. No one other than me, Jorden and Megan can discipline our kids!

After Jorden came I couldn't take it, I just ran out the zoo and I didn't look back. Got in my car and ran to the airport needing an escape. And I've been here in this hotel in Las Vegas. Trying to figure out what I'mma do. I left my phone at my job, not even bothering to bring it. I wanted, no I needed to escape everything. Just for a little bit.

I think it's been a week, I'm honestly not too sure. I... I need to go back home. I'm hurting my kids, Jordan no Arrow. Oh my gosh he definitely hates me more than ever now. I'm horrible... I.. I'm such a horrible mom.

After going back and forth with myself I finally decide it's time to go back home. I pick up this little cheap phone I brought when I first got here and quickly dial Megan's number...

"..... hey... it's me"

MEGAN POV
Arrow is snuggled into my chest with his arms around me as much as they can go. Crying. My baby boy has been crying non stop since Normani left. Jordan has cried but not as much as Arrow has. He keeps saying that he made Mommy go away.

Ever since he said he hate her he's been beating hisself up for it. His teachers are saying how he's quiet now and doesn't talk often. He even isn't eating. Only when he's home and I force him to.

I'm cradling him, while Ryan and Belcalis are talking to Jordan, KJ and Kulture asking them what they want to eat. My phone goes off and I see an unknown number. Thinking that it could be Normani, I answer it.

I listen for the person to say something, then I hear her. Normani's voice

".....hey... it's me"

"Where are you? Baby... are you okay?"

She doesn't say anything, she just cries. Ryan and Belcalis hear me on the phone and rush back in staring at me.

"Baby... baby... listen to me. Where are you? Please just answer me hun, we miss you, the kids miss you.... Come back to us"

This causes Arrow to pull his head from my chest looking at me, mouthing is that mommy. Shaking my head to him smiling I earn one back. In these almost 2 weeks he's happy again.

"I...I...I m-miss ya'll too.... I....I... I'm so s-sorry. I'm s-sorry. I...I just lost it, I.. I lost it all. I lost ya'll, I lost the kids and- and-"

"Hey hey calm down baby.. Baby..... listen to me. You didn't loose us, we-"

"Ye-Yes I did.. If I didn't lie ya'll wouldn't have left and went on that date. And ya'll wouldn't have slept with that girl, and we would be together... We would be married and happy. And- And it's all my fault. I thought I could fake like I'm happy with Chris but really I wasn't. I've been miserable without y'all!!"

"Calm down Normani, calm down. Where are you? I wanna hold you"

"I.. I'm in Vegas" Vegas.... I take the phone from my ear looking at it, in disbelief. Vegas.