Do I tell him

Can't Sleep...

This night was the best night I have ever had. I am so thankful and happy that Arny has come into my life and in such a magical. We watch anime for hours and we just laughed and cuddled and we just wanted to be close together. I remember laying my head on Arny's lap and he just ran his fingers through my scalp. My whole body and mind were relaxed and at ease just by his touch. I remember slowly falling asleep.

Later that night

I woke up and I couldn't feel Arny, slowly opening my eyes I see Arny sitting up hunched over with his head in his hands on the edge of the couch. I look over at the clock and it read 3:12 a.m. I thought to myself why is he up so late, was he okay, I was worried he seemed upset. "A-Arny?" I say with my tired and barely functional voice while sitting up. Arny sat up and looked over towards me. "My love, what are you doing awake, go back to sleep love." I rubbed my eyes all while scooting closer over to Arny. "Why are you awake are you okay, it's late?" Arny just sat there with no response "was last night a mistake?" I asked in a low tone trying not to show my sadness. Arny immediately grabbed my face and stared directly into my eyes. "Y/N last night was no mistake, do you understand." His voice was low and stern and all I could do was give him a nod and he pulled me closer to him and whispered in my ear "Words love." I immediately felt a rush of chills all throughout my body. "Y-Yes I understand." My voice was shaky. "Good girl." Arny let go of my face and I just looked at him he went back to the same position he was in earlier. "Arny tell me why are awake, please." I grabbed his arm and rested my head on his shoulder. I hear him let out a heavy sigh. "I have trouble sleeping, love I'm gonna be fine this is nothing new for me." I looked up at him with him looking down at me. "What can I do to help?" I see Arny smile at me and I feel his lips lightly kiss my forehead. "Not much you can do love." I let out a giggle and he gave me a look of curiosity and he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. "Love will go back to sleep," Arny said as he was holding my face. "Only if you go to sleep with me." "Love it's not gonna happen." I looked at Arny and I not going to let him continue to just sit there, I jumped on Arny and he was now on his back on the couch with me on top. "Love what are you doing, you're going to start something that you can't finish." He said in a seductive tone. I started to get butterflies in my stomach and I loosened my grip slightly. Arny seeing that I was distracted pushed me off him and he was now on top of me with both my wrists pinned above my head. "Let go of me, no fair!" I tried so hard to get out of his grip but he was just too strong. Arny with a low chuckle said, "I warned you, my love." We both stared into each other's eyes and we weren't looking away, not that I even wanted to. Looking at Arny I could see all his features and the detail of them. His dark curly hair, his sharp jawline, and his dark chocolate eyes that just stared into my soul I could stare into his eyes forever. "Okay Arny I get it now will you get off me." I saw with a giggle. "I don't know love I'm enjoying the view". I blush at his words and he leans down and I can feel his breath on my skin, he gives me a peck on the lips and lets go of my wrists. Arny getting off of me said "Now lay down and go to sleep love, I'll be fine." I was not going to give up. I got up from the couch and grabbed his hand and led him to the back door. "Love where are we going?" I opened the hall closet and grabbed two big blankets and opened the door. We both walked outside and stepped onto the patio I turned on the lights and a low yellow light shined from above use from the fairy lights my mom has hung. I led Arny over to the hammock and we both lay there together with our big blankets keeping out the cold. "Love this a very beautiful night and beautiful patio but I don't understand how this will help me sleep." I started to rock the hammock back forth and started to run my fingers through his curly hair and I hear him let out a sound of gratification. "Don't doubt my abilities," I say in a low voice and smile. Arny let out a small chuckle and continued to lay there. As I was running my fingers through his hair I couldn't believe that I was with this handsome man and he made me feel so good and I felt so safe when I was with him. I kept massaging his head until I looked down and saw that he had fallen asleep. I kissed him on the head and slinked down beside him and rested my head on his chest and held him. He was so warm and I felt so much comfort laying with him. I stared up at the sky the stars were so bright and the moon was so luminescent across the night sky. While lying there I start to feel my eyes become heavy and I fell asleep next to Arny under the night sky.