Been 3 years since I graduated that shithole of a high school. I was torn on what to actually do with my life, I didn't know if I should do whatever the fuck I wanted or to be the basic Indian bitch with strict Indian parents and just become a doctor or something. To them, I only had two choices, be a software engineer, or be a surgeon, because of course, being a doctor like a psychologist wasn't a "real doctor".
Pretty cliché life, high school, except I was on house arrest 24/7. Literally I didn't even do bad things, my parents just overdramatized absolutely everything. A few hot pics posted on insta with 2k followers would give me a beating and a phone ban for the rest of high school.
Anyway, fuck high school. I'm so happy it's over. I am literally living in college right now. Decided to not be a doctor or a computer engineer. I'm majoring in business and finance now, at a top party school, FSU. As much as I love partying I know that's not what life should revolve around. My main happiness comes from my friends, my soulmate, and my passion. When I say soulmate, I really do mean my soulmate, she's my twin fucking flame. Hannah and I were inseparable, through elementary school to college, we've been right by each other always.
If you ask me, true love is bullshit, it really doesn't exist. If you think about it, how can two people in 7.9 billion be destined to be in a romantic relationship for the rest of their lives. My true love, is my dearest wifey Hannah. We've both decided we're gonna live together until one of us dies from diabetes at 80 years old, dying as the bad single bitches we are forever.
This isn't me saying I don't have a boyfriend, I very much do, I mean I'm too hot to not have one. Do I love him? Yes I do I guess, Damian is the best thing that's happened to me in these past two years. As much as I'd love for it to last for forever, I can't live in a fairytale. I might just get married for the aesthetic, never have kids because I'm too scared I'll end up getting a divorce and have to be a single mom.
College is going great, I was getting straight A's while going to parties every weekend with my sorority and the boys. I have a perfect life right now. I got out of high school, got into a top college, thriving academically and socially, have a perfect boyfriend, have my friends and my soulmate with me all the time, and I was modeling. I've loved modeling since forever, when I moved out I could finally pursue it. Made 80k+ a year, I paid off my parents for paying for college already. I feel amazing.
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Dead Heart
RomanceVanya had her heart numbed years ago, maybe it's still numb, maybe it's not. She knows heartbreak is dumb af, it'll all be meaningless some day.
