Dead Heart

Every Sunset

I wake up to the terrible music that Hannah has as her alarm. No matter now many years had passed, she still had terrible music taste. "My god Hannah, turn that damn thing off."

"Ughhh I don't want to go to class today, Vanya stop roasting my music all the time."

"Just turn it off dammit."

"I am jeez, get to the shower tho cuz I need to shave everything and I'm gonna take forever."

"Ooooh who you shaving for huh, is it for Toby?"

"Maybe... hehe he's too hot for me bruh."

"Girl what are you talking about you're one of the prettiest in the University. He's lucky to get a girl as hot as you!"

"Yea right, just get to the shower before I go." I walked to the bathroom, dragging my feet, I was never a morning person, I hated waking up. But after I woke up, I love getting ready for the day. I stripped to the shower and I used my favorite Victoria Secret body wash, for days I was feeling sexy, which is basically every single day. 

Call me cocky but if y'all saw me in person you'd get it. I take my phone and put on some Live Solumn, the best goth rap artist. "I'll fight yo ass I don't care where you comin' from Leave that boy leakin' on his ass, he don't feel none I'll fuck that bitch just like I'm her step son Pussy ass boy, he won't come meet my weapon!!!" I stopped singing when I heard a bang come from the kitchen. "HANNAH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?"

"Uhhh, don worry about it..."

"What the fuck." I walked out of the bathroom in my robe to see Hannah smothered in flour and eggs. "Seriously."

"Sorry oopsies."

"You're not showering until you get that cleaned up HAHAH." I walked away to my closet. I scanned the clothes I had in front of me and decided to pick out a short black skirt with a cropped corset top and converse shoes. I blow-dried and crimped my hair to give it some sexy beach waves. Of course I couldn't forget my signature eyeliner. By the time I got ready, she was in the shower singing terribly. I decided to make us breakfast, scrambled eggs and chicken sausage, with stir fried mushrooms and vegetables in the side. I for one, was an exceptional cook. 

I set everything out on the table, the sun was rising. We had a perfect view of the sunrise from our apartment balcony. I walked outside, it was about 70 degrees. I looked at the blazing orange sky. It's so beautiful, and with all the fall leaves surrounding it, I wanted to melt. I'm not a sap trust me, I just love nature. Not the bugs and shit though, that's gross. Just as I was admiring the beautiful sky, I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pull out my phone to see, "Daddy Damian," I smile and hit answer. "Hey Vani, how did you sleep hot wifey?"

"Hi daddy, I slept like shit bruh, you shoulda spent the night."

"I know but I have a test in bio today so I had to study, we know that I wouldn't be the least bit productive if I came over."

"You're right I guess but hey I'm realllyyy good at biology you know."

"Oh I know hoe it's Friday why don't you come to mine to teach me some biology after class today huh."

"Bet okayy."

"Okay I gotta go I love you baby."

"Byee papi." I never say I love you back. Ever. Maybe an occasional "ilyyyy" or "love you" but never the whole thing. I stopped saying that since high school.