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faus @abcdefaust
oh my god. what the actual fuck
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Today, 7:12 PM
Tres:
Faus, where are you?
Faustine. I'm getting worried. Where are you?
Faustine:
okay lang ako. nasa powder room lang.
Tres:
You've been there for 15 minutes
Are you okay? Does what happened earlier bother you?
Faustine:
why are you seeing a therapist?
alam ko wala ako sa posisyon para magtanong pero bakit kilala rin ako ng therapist mo?
do i have something to do with it?
Tres:
I don't think this is the right place and time to talk about that
Stop stressing yourself over me and my issues, Faus. Focus on yourself and the exhibit. There's a lot of people who's waiting for you
Come on
Faustine:
okay. pero mag uusap tayo after this.
Today, 11:43 PM
Faustine:
tangina mo
tangina mo talaga
Tres:
Sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you
Faustine:
putangina sa tingin mo ba may pakialam ako kung halikan mo ako? sa tingin mo yan talaga yung kinikimkim mo?
alam mo, matalino kang tao pero bakit pagdating sa emosyon, hirap na hirap kang magbasa?
how could you confessed and say that you want me, too? bakit ngayon pa kung kelan maayos na ako? bakit ngayon pa kung kelan tanggap ko na? naaawa ka ba? kasi hindi dapat, Tres.
o baka natatakot kang maguilty kapag nasira yung friendship natin? kasi hindi rin dapat, Tres. kaibigan mo pa rin naman ako gaya ng dati. ganoon pa rin naman yung pakikitungo ko sayo.
i'm trying so hard to bring back what we had. bakit ginaganto mo ako ngayon?
Tres:
Can't I want you now? I'm not asking for anything in return. Goddamnit, I ain't even planning to tell you! Because I know this is how you'd react.
I know I fucked up but Faus, let me fix it. It may took me a while to realize that I fell for you too, but I swear to fucking gods, my feelings for you are sincere. I have no other intentions but to show you how much I fucking want you
I'm not asking anything in return. I won't ever ask because I know I'm not in the position to. Just let me want you.
Faustine:
then what about the therapy, then? anong kinalaman ko doon?
Tres:
You didn't read my email? I mailed you back a month after you mailed me.
Faustine, you don't have to read it. It's not that important
Faustine?
Fuck
