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Today, 3:12 AM
Tres:
Faus
I was talking to mom earlier about acads and then she suddenly asked about you. Told her how I fucked up, she almost beat the shi out of me lmao
I didn't realize I was blabbing things about you. Like how bomb you are as a person. From face down to every little thing that completes you. Fucking bomb
But not like a real bomb, aye? I know you're going to take it literally and make sarcastic remarks abt it
But I still find it attractive. Everything you do is attractive. Even when you're eating messily, that should be gross asl but when it's you, holy fuck, still so fucking gorgeous. God, Faus I keep falling for you day by day
And sometimes when you say certain things, I wanna like tell you to stop because it only makes me wanna kiss the hell out of you and I know I can't bc I promise you I'll wait til you're ready to accept me wholly
I know you told me to never talk about what happened in the past again but I can't help it :( Esp during these hours. You have such a very good soul, Faus
Even if you won't accept me as a lover, I'll be just contented being part of your life. Whatever you could give, I'll take it. And if you take me, I'll spend the rest of my days proving that you've never been just an acquaintance.
Okay, that's it. I needa shut up or I won't stop.
I hope you're sleeping soundly rn. I'll see you in my dreams, capwoman :)
