I Wish You Better

High School

As you slumped in your chair, you hear snickering from behind. These weirdos were laughing at me."Was something wrong?" You thought to yourself and gave them a dirty look. "Haven" the teacher calls on you for a math problem. You don't pay no mind in this class "ugh this bitch has to chose me?" I wanted to run away and cry but I couldn't. I would be the new "Lyndsey Runmen." Lyndsey was the face of the school, people laughing every time she would walk down the hall's , I don't know what she did to be the laughing stalk of the the school but I kinda felt bad, but luckily im not her so, not my problem.
I didn't know how to do the math problem so I just stared at it. This boy, Jayden liden was yelling at me to do something. I turned around swiftly and slammed on his desk with the marker in my hand. "If you don't stop rushing me, I'll make sure that you never see the light again." I knew it didn't scare him but im tired of his shit. I didn't get in trouble so I was lucky, for now. After I attempted the math problem the bell rang, "FREDOM" this kid yelled. Finally time to go home. "Did it really take 15 minutes for me to do this equation?" I guess so.

       I quietly unlocked the house door and walked in , a fresh wave of beer confronted me. My dad was drinking again. I walked into the kitchen and saw he was heavily making out with this women that looks 25. I was discussed. He's 43 and making out with her? Many thoughts ran through my head until my phone rang. I looked down and saw my friend and crush "Nick" was calling. I was going to answer it but my dad was making nosies so I ignored it. I ran up stairs and saw something on my bed. "A box? For me?" I never order anything. My phone buzzed again. I was furious "STOP RINGING" I threw it on my desk after my little fit. I hear my dad run up the stairs "are you ok?" He sounds weary, "yes im fine" he started stumbling on his words. "Oh I see you uh, you know got the box, I see. Have you opened it?" No I said sharply. "Open it then" I grabbed my knife my biological father gave me before he left me. I tear open the box and see a new knife in it. What is this? " its for you, Your growing up so you needed a little extra protection" 'thats weird' I thought silently. He stumbled out the room back downstairs. I felt dirty so I decided to shower. I grab my phone and turned on Do Not Disturb and turn on my favorite song "juicy by dojo cat"

The hot water ran down my back it felt good. I didn't realize the time and saw it was almost 12 am. I rapped a towel around myself and waddled to my room. I saw Nick was texting me during my shower. I messaged him back saying "sorry was busy talk to you later." He read it instantly. Oh my god he is just so dreamy but he will never like a whore like me so I kept my distance from him. I sat in my bed looking at instagram, all these people. When I was reading an article my phone goes off  I was about to answer it but it and yell at whoever it was but it was my father, I would get hit if I yelled at him. I picked it up "hello" I say sounding like I just woke up. "Haven, if the police show up at the house , don't answer it" What was he doing? Why would the police show up at our house? Question, so many but I was more focused on what he did.
    Little did I know he was a killer on the lose.

I woke up the next morning and saw that an amber alert was sent out. " oh god what the hell did he do!" I saw his name on it and another name "Tanya Sterling" that might of been that women's name that was all over my dad yesterday. Did he kidnap her, I guess so. I look down at my toes and heard a loud scream followed with a gun shot. OH MY GOD. My soul left my body when I heard the blood curdling scream. I run down to the cellar and saw a women laying life less on the floor. My father with blood shot eyes looking at the women, the floor was covered in her blood " WHAT DID YOU DO?" I yell furiously " my dad yanked his head towards me, and holds the gun up to my chest. "you tell a single soul about this and you will be next" my eyes grew huge. "Help me move her body" 
'Your going to let your 16 year old daughter move a corpse?' Ok, I kinda enjoyed it because that was the only time he would do something with me. Yeah moving a dead body, but whatever at this point.

    I walked to school that morning, acting like nothing happened. I had my new knife in my backpack. Why? I don't know. Well I do know, I was going to threaten to kill Jayden to scare him away. But I had to wait for the perfect time. I walked up to my locker and saw my best friend Lola, She came up to me all happy. "HAVEN I HAVE SOME AMAZING NEWS" I looked at her I knew what she did. "What?" I wasn't going to be happy with the news. "So I asked your crush" " wait my crush?!" "yes your crush"she said coldly "anyway I asked your crush if he would be my BOYFRIEND"
WHAT, WAS THIS BITCH CRAZY? YOU CANT DO THAT, ITS GIRL CODE. I probably looked like I saw a ghost, "what did he say ?" I didn't want to hear what she had to say. "He said he would love to be my boyfriend, so me and Nick and are dating." I was so mad inside but didn't show it on the outside I just said "congratulations" and walked away pissed.
I get it she's PERFECT thats why. She has perfect hips and a big ass, basically what every fuck boy wants in a slut like her. Yeah she is my best friend but not anymore. She knew that I loved him and wanted to make me jealous.

   The hours went by way to slow. I wanted my revenge on her but I don't know how. She didn't ever tell me what she liked so it was hard but I thought of the perfect plan. I was going to get Nick away from Lola and kill him. I am going to kill little miss lovely Lola later.
I waited for Lola to go get her lunch, MY TIME TO SHINE I said to myself. I had the knife down my sleeve. "Hey Nick, can you come with me for a sec, I want you to see something for Lola, I want to know if she'll like it." Surprisingly he followed me so I took him deep into to the woods, deeper and deeper and deeper until we met with a lake. "So whats the surprise for Lola?" I gave a hardy laugh. You really thought I was getting a gift for Lola, Your hilarious, I hate that hoe. She means nothing to me now. I slid the knife from my sleeve and said with the knife to his abdomen. "I loved you Nick I truly did and you were an ok friend to me but Lola knew I loved you so its time to say bye." I shoved the knife deep into his stomach, he fell on the ground moaning in pain, he said something but I couldn't hear so. After he took his last a final breath. I pushed him into the lake. I knew it was a deep lake so no one would find him. I needed to run back to the school before little miss Lola sends a search party for his, now dead prince charming.

     After school ended Lola came up to me crying. I had a smile on my face. I felt good. It was my therapy. "I CAN'T FIND NICK, HE LEFT DURING LUNCH AND HE WONT ANSWER HIS PHONE"
She sobbed into my shoulder "Im sorry I haven't seen him since 3 period" Well I do know where he as but she cant know. "Ok,thank you Haven" Yeah no she has to go. I walk home quietly opened the door. I saw my father asleep with 7 beer cans on the table and one in his hand. It smelled like beer, again. He was out cold so I didn't bother him. I walk upstairs and decide to take a walk to the park. I grab my headphones and my phone and quietly walked out the door. I was walking down the street when a couple of people dressed in mostly black approached me I gave no mind of it so like a reasonable person would I kept walking "HEY STOP WALKING LITTLE BITCH" I heard him that time. " give us your money right now or your going with us" he tried to sound tough but fail... miserably. I laughed "I'll look with you my guy" He was so confused. "So uh gonna help me look?" "N-n-no im just confused, your not freaking out?" He said scared "yeah and?" "Thats just weird- you know what never mind " He looked to his buddies and made a motion with his hand. "Can I have your number?" 'He want my number, fucking pedophile' "no" I said putting my head phone back in my ear "oh- uh ok sorry for the bother" I started laughing when I got to the park "THOSES WERE THE DUMBEST BURGLARS EVER OH MY FUCKING GOD" After an hour or so I headed back to my house and saw my dad was awake. I didn't say anything and went to take a shower. I sat in bed thinking about today. "What a day" as I shut my eyes.