I Never Believed In Love, Until I Met Her.

Chapter 17: The Big Mistake!

Madison's POV

I am so exhausted, I'm not even five months in but I'm already tired of being pregnant. I'm used to being in control and I'm not right now this baby is and I'm already dreading the upcoming months. Skylar is been really supportive and taking this better than I thought she would and I'm proud of her for that.

Sometimes I can see that she's struggling but she doesn't wanna say anything to me, I'm really trying to be there for her, and I try really hard to show her that she's not dealing with this alone. I'm here and I have money so she doesn't have to worry about that because I can tell that's what she worries about the most .

I know she feels like shit because she doesn't have money to support the baby and she doesn't wanna feel useless while I do everything. I just wish she wouldn't stress so much, I want us to enjoy every moment of it but it's hard when Skylar feels down all the time. Skylar is book smart and talented as well I can see her going places, but she has to stop worrying about this and focus on herself right now, then we'll deal with whatever comes after.

We're going to meet my parents soon and I don't know how they'll take this because, 1 Skylar is young and is still in highschool, 2 she's intersex  and I don't know how my parents will react to that.  I really like Skylar a lot and I wanna be with her so I'll be with her no matter what, my parent's opinion won't matter if they react negatively to the situation. I know what I want, and what I want right now is her.

Skylar's POV

"I cheated on Madison, I fucken cheated and I feel so guilty. I didn't mean to I promise I just..... It's just I- I freaked out okay. I was so mad at myself for impregnating her in the first place, and I was stressed a lot about how I'm going to be useful once the baby is here. So I did  something stupid, I did the one thing I promised I wouldn't do, I slept with someone else." Everyone in the room was looking at me like I was crazy.

"You fucken cheated?" Jordan yelled from the other side of the room. She pursed for a second, then she carried on. "You're so stupid you know that Skylar, you're so fucken stupid." I could tell that all of them were pissed and disappointed and that worried me, I at least expected  Brian and Bryson to understand because well they're boys and they understand the pressure I'm on.

"After everything we've been through helping you Skylar, this is how you thank us dude?" Kelly asked. "I didn't mean to I promise." I said looking down at my toes and drowning in self pity. No one was on my side but I understood, what I did was shitty and there's no excuse.

"All we've been doing since you found out about the pregnancy was supporting you, making sure you were okay, helping you through your breakdowns. All we did was help, and we thought everything was going fine. What changed man?" Bryson asked.

"I have no answers to all your questions right now, all I know is that I fucked up and I don't know what to do." I said feeling tears rolling down my eyes. How am I supposed to face her after this how am I going to fix this? Maddie will never forgive me.

Madison can support both herself and the baby she doesn't need me and after telling her what I've done she'll want nothing to do with me. I'm freaking out and can't stand the way I feel right now.

We are supposed to go see her parents tomorrow, and I'm thinking of not telling her until we're back from her parents house. But how am I going to stand in front of her and her parents knowing what I've done? This is really bad😭

What I did was selfish and reckless and could cost me my life. How am I going to leave with myself if Madison  doesn't forgive me? This is messed up for real. All I ever got from everyone was support and understanding even from Madison. And I had to go mess it all up, she's never going to forgive me. This was stupid really really stupid.

"Man this is messed up, I really like problem solving but this is beyond my me. Sorry I'm not being useful Sky." Brian said after being quiet this whole time. Maybe he was thinking about how to help me, I guess he couldn't figure this one out.

"You shouldn't be apologizing Brian Sky is an asshole" Jordan said. "Woah this is getting out of hand gosh I made a mistake guys chill out." Yikes I don't like intense situations they make me wanna puke.

"Don't tell us to chill out, why can't you just keep it in your pants" Kelly yelled.

"That a low blow even for you Kelly, you all know I have problems. Why is this all about you guys all of a sudden? Last time I checked it's my ass on the line."🤨

"Because you're family and when Madison finds out about this she'll probably dump your white ass and we're all you've got lady, we don't want to watch you fall apart." Bryson said.

Sighing I sat down on the floor not knowing what to do from here. "I need some weed."😩

"No you don't, right now you need Jesus because it will take a miracle for Madison to forgive you." Kelly said. Well that's true. "Unless I don't tell her." I blurted out. Of course I would say something stupid.

It was quiet for a while and then all of them burst out laughing, I was confused because I didn't find any of this funny and they were all yelling at me a minute ago. "We all know you can't lie to save your life." Jordan said through laughs. Okay I get it now that wasn't very smart. Madison will see right through me I really can't lie for shit. This is a nightmare.😭

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