I Never Believed In Love, Until I Met Her.

Chapter 12 Pregnant?

Madison's POV

It has been almost two months now and things are going great with Sky and though we're still not officially dating yet but it feels like it because we do what every couple in a committed relationship do. But I feel like that's all about to go down the drain. I haven't been feeling well lately and I think I know what's going on I just don't want to admit it yet.

I've been very tired, nauseous, moody and very very horny these days, and we all know what that means. I'm just not ready to confirm it, my friends have been bugging me about taking the pregnancy test and asking me what I'm afraid of but we all know what. I'm not ready to face Sky yet, and about taking the test I'm 100% sure I'm pregnant I know my body and I know myself I don't need to take the test to confirm anything. I'll just take the test to have proof for Skylar once I'm ready to tell her.

This pregnancy thing is really stressing me out I'm even losing it at work and I'm starting to think they suspect something is going on because I never yell unless necessary but I have been yelling a lot these couple of weeks. Sky and I have been talking a lot getting to know each other and all that and she's been warming up to me. I feel like she's close on making us official and I'm afraid that telling her I'm pregnant will make her go insane she's not ready for that yet, she's not even ready for a relationship for gods sake.

To be honest I don't know what to do, I know I'll be very happy about this pregnancy when the test is positive but I'll be sad because Sky's going to flip out. I really want this baby and I want it with her I mean I thirty years old, I have money and very stable to have children and take care of them all I need is someone to share all that with. Skylar better pull through cause I'm not doing this alone I'm going to fight for what we have whatever it is, I'm not gonna let it go easily and I want her to know that. I've already been hurt once I'm not letting that happen again I'm going to fight this time. I'm going to fight for her and I'm going to fight for this baby to have both parents when growing up.

Let's not forget about my parents I've telling them about seeing someone but they know she's not ready to meet them yet so I'm thinking if this goes well with sky we could go meet them and tell them the news together. I know they'll be ecstatic about being grandparents they've been telling me to find someone and give them grandkids.
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My friends are here and I'm about to get this test over and done with, I've been killing myself with stress over the past weeks and I'm ready to face the truth now whatever the consequences. "Come on Madison we've been waiting for hours just do it already." Edith yelled from the bedroom she's so impatient.im in the bathroom and I've been pacing around for hours. "I'm gonna do it okay just give me a minute." I yelled through the door. "Don't think too much just do it before you talk yourself out of it." Emily said.

"I know and I'm trying okay just give me time I'll be out before you know it." Fuck whatever happened to birth control anyway this shit doesn't seem to work nowadays god I should have told her to use a condom but I had to be so out of it to control myself fuck Sky and her sexy ness god I'm going to have a headache."Madison just do it already damn I wanna be a good friend but you're making that very hard right now, we've been standing out here for hours and I'm starving I know you are too so just take the damn test for gods sake." Carol yelled.

"Okay okay I'm taking it Jesus you don't have to yell." I took the test out of the box and peed on it, I sat up flushed and washed my hands then opened the door for my friends to come in and wait with me. "Finally jeez." The twins exclaimed.

"Are you ready."

"No I'm not I know what's coming and I'm not sure what I'm gonna do or how to face Skylar."