MY HUSBAND HATES ME - Taekook

Part 7

Author's POV..

Tae made up his mind.

He will leave Jungkook.. maybe that would be the best for both of them.. His heart breaks because he lost.. He lost against Jungkook's hatred.. Maybe his love for Jungkook was not enough to change the feelings.. He is tired.. tired of having expectations.

After crying for hours, he finally wiped his tears. He stood up and went to the bathroom. He looked at his reflection on the mirror. His neck was covered with hickeys.. his lips were swollen. He laughed..

It was his first sex.. he never had feelings for others other than him.. he always dreamt about Jungkook and now he regrets that.. maybe he should not have done that..

He went to the shower and washed himself ignoring the pain in his ass.. he cleaned himself and went to his closet.. he grabbed his luggage and put his necessary belongings and some clothes.. he went near the table where the photo album was.. and took the photo of their wedding day.. It was the last picture he took with Jungkook.. he will keep it to himself..

He sat on the chair and started writing a goodbye note to Jungkook.. he knows that Jungkook doesn't give a fuck about that but still.. After writing the letter, he put it on the table and stood up.

He took a last glance of the room..a tear left his eyes.. then he walked around the house for one last time.. he loves this house.. loves the owner of this house.. but he can't take it anymore so he has to leave.. he smiled and cried at the same time and then he left..

Jungkook's POV..

Today I could not concentrate on my work.. my mind was occupied with thoughts.. well with his thoughts.. I am feeling quite uneasy.. I should not have pushed him like that.. I was at fault not him.. I think I messed up a big time.. I was not sure about my feelings but now..

Now I am..

So I left the office early.. I need to talk to him.. I need to apologize to him.. I need to tell him about my messed up feelings..

I opened the door.. It was dark.. I furrowed my eyebrows because whenever I came to back from my office, I always saw Tae waiting for me.. but today.. I had a strange feeling. I looked around the house but didn't find him.. I ran to our bedroom.. It was empty..

I was leaving but then I saw a paper on the table.. I went towards it.. my heart is beating loudly.. I picked up the paper.. IT WAS A LETTER ..A LETTER OF HIM..

I started reading it..

Dear Jungkook,
I am leaving. I know you don't care but still I thought about writing it.. I never got the chance to express my love for you.. That day will never come so I will tell you here..

I love you.. I have been loving you for 5 years.. you are my first love.. I knew from the start that you are not okay with our marriage but I thought.. I thought I can change your feelings towards me.. but I failed miserably.. I am sorry for bothering you.. Somethings are never meant to be but I got it now..

Please be happy and take care of yourself.. I hope you will find someone who will be worth of your love.. I have taken my necessary belongings so that I don't have to bother you again.. I will not waste your valuable time for me.. so I just want to say that my lawyer will send you the divorce paper..

Thank you Jungkook.. Thank you for tolerating me for one year.. It's my time to leave.. be happy and do well.. I wish you all the best for your future.
          

                                                                 -Taehyung

"Oh Fuck", I exclaimed