Claiming The Charmer

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Bawat oras kailangan mong sulitin, kasi walang nagtatagal.

Everyone's having their own life now but why do I feel like I am the only one stuck here.

Kailan kaya ako magiging masaya ulit?

I picked my bag and hanged it on my left shoulders. Sighing while holding my envelope on my right hand. I have an interview again, this is my 12th interview for the first week.

I am so insecured with my friends. They already got the job they all wanted. They got the job they desired and here I am stuck at nowhere to be found.

Santina planning on a vacation, I stayed with them and they buy food for us. If I will be the one to buy my own food I'll buy enough food for me but since Xinion paid our hotel rooms and Diego paying our foods I don't have the problem.

I want to do that too.

That feeling I won't think of wasting my money, but how can I even do that? If I myself don't even have a proper work. If I myself is not satisfied with myself.

May maliit na sari sari store dating tindahan sa bahay namin ngunit halos wala ng laman iyon. Kung sisingilin mo naman ang mga nangungutang sila pa ang galit, Hindi ko naman hinahayaan. Ano yun ako ang magdudusa sa utang nila?

Sighing I looked at the mirror fixing myself. I need to get this job. I am willingly risk everything just to get this job.

I have rejected for 10th time iyong isa Hindi ko alam kung pasado o Hindi. Sighing I heard my phone beep and a notification message pop.

Pinanghinaan ako ng loob ng mabasa ang mensahe. They rejected me again. Sighing hard I bit my lips. This is the only job I am clinging right now. I- I need to finish this.

I need to past here.

"#178, Ms. Andrade?." I stand up and gripped my profile tightly. The woman bowed at me and I did the same thing too.

Please, give me this Job. Alam ko namang mahirap makapasok sa trabahong ito. Pero sana kahit ito lang makapasa ako. Kailangan ko po ng pera.

Kailangan ko ng makakain at Para nakuha lahat iyon syempre dapat may trabaho po ako, Kahit Ito na lang po ipag kaloob ninyo na saakin.

Gusto Kong maiyak sa dasal ko pero pinigilan ko.

"Good Morning po." I greeted them with a big smile on my face. I know I can do it. They gestured me to sit so I did.

"Tell me about yourself." It was an introduction question. It was easy for me. I think I delivered the answer good?. Massaging my fingers as I felt my hands sweating.

I bit my lips. What should I supposed to feel.

"What are some of your accomplishments?" They asked. I got stunned at my seat.

What are my accomplishments? I don't know.

No, Wake up Nanaiah don't mess this up. Ito na lang ang pag asa mo.

"My Accomplishments in my life is when I keep moving forward, when I stand on my own. I have really had hardships in my life a lot of times but I keep moving forward because I know it's not the end of the world for me to end everything in one day. I think that's is the biggest accomplishments I had in my life." Smiling I saw them listening every words my mouth would utter.

"Some of our interviewers, their accomplishments is about their experiences in other company but you, Your answer is different from the others. Okay, Thank you Ms. Andrade."

Dapat bang maka hinga ako ng maluwag o mabahala?.

"Okay, Ms. Andrade thank you for your time." I said thank you too to them and leave the room. I sighed loudly. My sweat becoming big every walk I did.

When I'm already outside I looked at the building. A coffee on my hand when I heard my phone beep.

Pointing the big building in front of me I smiled widely. I know I did it, I know I passed it.

My whole world shattered when I read this company messages that I am reejected.

What the fuck. The coffee spill out my hands making my attire messed up.

Biting my lips I looked up the sky the sun is shining brightly.

"Sobrang ganda po ng umaga ko." Sabi ko. It was a sarcasm.

I looked at the Company once again.

"Fuck you!! Pangit naman ng service niyo!! Ang pangit pa ng floor ang dumi tignan!!. The old man looks so ugly, his head is bald!." Sigaw ko. I am making scenes I know but that's the only way I can think of para kahit papaano ay mabawasan ang sama ng loob ko.

I want to ask help to my friends, but I don't want to bother them. Alam kong may kaniya kaniya na silang buhay.

Ayoko kong abalahin sila. Ayokong maging pabigat sakanila.

"Are you done shouting at my company miss?." I got stunned at my place. Omg!!! Don't tell me????????

Tangina, kailan ba ako suswertehin?. Kung kailan Maputi na ang bulbol ko?

Sobrang tagal pa non! Nawawala na ang edad ko sa kalendaryo! Hindi ko pa rin nagagawa ang gusto ko.

Ang malas naman ng buhay ko.

I nervously laughed and face the man who talked.

My eyes widened when I realized his face. Oh fuck, Sinasabi ko na nga bang malas ang buhay ko.

"Nanaiah?." Tanong niya his eyes glistened for a second and his jaw moved as if he find hard to shallow.

Why him?

Kumpanya niya ito?

Tangina, Ang layo na ng narating niya!

Bakit ako?

Pakiramdam ko lahat sila nagagawa na nila ang gusto nilang gawin.

Bakit ako?

Bakit ako? Nandirito pa rin? Hindi umaabante. Pakiramdam ko ang daya daya nila.

Bakit nila ako iniwan dito? Bakit nila ako hinayaan na maging mag isa?.

"Philip.." I murmured his name. His side lip lift shaping into an smirk.

Of course I remember him! Tangina ex ko ito! Ex ko itong nasa harap ko!

Sobrang layo namin sa isat isa.

Sobrang taas niya ang hirap niyang abutin habang siya walang ka effort effort na abutin ako kasi sobrang lapit ko lang.

Sobrang lapit ko at Sobrang layo niya.

Magkaiba na kami, Mag kaibang mag kaiba.

"Nice meeting you again....., Nanaiah Lei."

Tangina pano ba ako naka dukot ng ganitong ka gwapong nilalang?.

I didn't think twice to run as fast as I can.

Doon ako magaling eh ang takbuhan siya ng paulit ulit kailan ba ako natuto?.

Kaya siguro ay minamalas ako sa Buhay, sa Pera, sa Pag ibig.

Tangina lahat na ata ng kamalasan salong - salo ko na.

Dapat pa ba akong mag pasalamat?