I'm A Secret

Chapter 38

"Don't fu***** touch me" Napabitaw agad ako sa kamay niya.

"It's cold, ang lamig ng kamay mo. Wear my co-"

"Since nandito ka naman na. Ikaw na maghatid kay Ruzena. Moment niyo nadin" Mabilis na sabi niya at tumalikod na. Argh bakit ang sungit niya bigla.

"Follow her. Okay na ako, kaya ko naman na umuwi"

"Are you sure?" Ngumiti lang siya.

"Okay, take care okay? Ahm Dora! Wait lang nagugutom ako kain tayo!" Tumakbo na ako at sinundan si Dora.

"Hey! Ano ba't ang sungit mo bigla? Gutom ka? Libr-"

"Ano ba wag mo nga akong hawakan! Fu** saan ko ba nilagay kotse ko" Hahahaha ayan naligaw na naman po.

"Mamaya na tayo umuwi. May restaurant don oh. Kain tayo, pag usapan nadin natin wish na natupad mo, yo- hey Dora bakit ka umiiyak?" Muli ko sana siyang hahawakan pero umatras na siya.

"I s-said don't t-touch me" Tinakpan niya lang ang mga mata niya.

"Then tell me, why are you crying?" Halatang nagpipigil siya. She's biting her lips.

"Why? W-why do you h-have to tell me that? Hope, that's the last thing I want. B-but you s-still. . . Yo-"

"Pandora! H-hey talk to me. What happened?" Hindi na ako nagpapigil at lumapit ng husto sa kanya. I hold her hand and touched her lips. She's biting it really hard. Malapit na magdugo.

"Dora, hindi ko maiintindihan kung hindi mo sasabihin. Look at m-" Hindi ko alam kung bakit napahinto ako ng tignan niya ako sa mata.

"D-dora w-what happened? Just a-awhile ago you're. . . Y-you are h-happy." Hindi ako maka concentrate sa sinasabi dahil sobrang lapit na namin sa isa't isa. She's looking into my eyes then to my lips. Fu** don't do that. Don't look at me like you wanna kiss me.

"Close your eyes" She whispered. Please, don't play with my feelings. I really want to kiss her. But I don't want to be selfish. She's definitely not okay and I don't want to take advantage of that.

"Dora, stop. Tell me what happened first" I stepped back, and with that. I heard her chuckled.

"Pfft why am I so stupid for believing and hoping. Of course, it's always gonna be her"

"Dora may masakit ba sa-"

"He said he loves me" What?

"He finally confessed. 'I love you so much Pandora Perez'. And that's the most wonderful words anyone has ever said to me. He loves me too. C-can you believe that?" Hindi ko mapigilang hindi lumapit at punusan ang mga luha niya pero siya na itong lumalayo sa akin.

"R-really? Then why are you crying?" She just laughed with tears in her eyes.

"Because now, I don't know if it's true. If it's sincere. I just saw he- him. He looks so happy talking to her Ex. Pfft and fu**! They kissed too." Napakunot bigla ang noo ko sa narinig. Him again. When she's sad, happy and hurt. It's all about that man.

"Then stop loving him! Dora he's hurti-"

"Oh gosh. Why the hell are you so stupid! Hindi talaga dugo yang dumadaloy sa katawan mo eh noh! It's a fu***** anesthesia" Naglakad ulit siya pero humarang na ako.

"Who is it? Kakakita mo lang? Nandito ba? Why the hell do you love him so much?! You deserve more! You des-"

"Fu** deserve! I j-just let me go home okay? Let's talk tomorrow. N-not now." Hinawakan ko ang dalawang kamay niya.