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Felix

I was laying on my brothers bed the evening after I arrived back home. Bangchan was next to me typing something on his phone. After some time he put it away and grinned at me "So now little brother tell me everything that happened the last week."

I giggled at his noisyness but gulped as i thought about the things that happned. I started telling him everything except obviously the part with Hyunjin and Changbin kissing. He pushed my arm and smiled at me "Felix you really like both of them don't you?" He asked and took me of guard.

I blushed and shrugged "I don't know it's wired."
He shook his head "No you clearly like them both and that's okay don't try to fight it Lix." He told me and patted my head. I had to admit he was right. Hyunjin grew into my heart day by day and I couldn't do anything about him sharing a spot with changbin.
But thinking about it it was unrealistic for both of them to like me back so I thought I had to live with this feelings for ever.

"Chan I'm tired" I said as I was yawning. He laughed "Sure, denial is also an answer." He answered and I rolled my eyes. I showed him my middle finger and left the room. I really was tired so I went to my room and got to bed directly.

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Hyunjin

Nothing much happned over the weekend except me missing my new friends. I regretted not giving them my number so I just had to wait for school on Monday to see them again.

As Monday came I jumped out of my bed in a happy mood. I showered and changed before going to the kitchen were my grandma was cutting up some apples. She had Kkami in her lap and he jumped up imidiatly as he saw me.

I giggled and patted his furr "Hey Baby" I greeted him. After he tanked my attention he ran away from me. I looked up to my grandma and smiled at her "Hey nanny" I said and kissed her forehead. She smiled and held out an apple to me "Eat before going to school and enjoy your day my lovely son."

I took the apple and ate it "Thank you mama, please take care while I'm gone." I answered and walked to the door. I put on my shoes and got out. As I arrived at the busstop I waited and after some time the bus came and drove all the students to school.

I was exited as I walked thru the corridors to our class. I was a bit late but I didn't actually care as long as I could see those two people again. I knocked at the door and the teacher opened it while looking a bit disappointed.

I walked into the room straight to my seat were I was greeted by Felix' bright smile. I smiled back and sat down "I missed you lix" I said. He blushed "After two days?" He almost whispered. I shrugged "Mhm"

I looked around and got stuck at Changbins seat. He looked at me with a small smile. His oversized hoodie was covering his hands and he put the hood on his head. I smiled back and waved. He looked to the front again and I'd lie if I said that I didn't saw the tiredness in his expression.

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It was lunchbreak and I went to the bathroom because I really had to use the toilett. As I was done I washed my hands and looked at myself in the mirror. Suddenly the door opened and someone stepped in. It was Changbin. I smiled at him thru the mirror and he smiled back "Hey pretty" he said and turned on the sink next to me.
I looked at him from the side "How are you Bin?" I asked and put my hand on his shoulder.

I did it as a form of greeting but I didn't except him to flinch so I took my hand back "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you." I said a bit embarrassed. Changbin turned off the running water and looked at me with a bit fear in his eyes.
The expression disappeared in seconds tho and he smiled again "It's okay I'm sorry. I'm fine how are you?" He answered. I scanned his face as he was looking at me and frowned. I noticed a little bruise on the side of his lip.

"Bin I don't think you're fine, what happned?" I asked concerned and pointed at the bruise. He shook his head "Nothing bad its okay." He said and I continued scanning his face. He was still wearing the hood on his head but I could still see a bit of his neck and I choose not to show a big reaction. His whole neck was red and purple up to his ear. It concerned me but I didn't say anything because I thought that it would make him feel uncomfortable.

So I just took my hand next to his lips and brushed over his injury "Does it still hurt?" I asked while looking into his eyes. Except for the bruises he looked very tired right now but still handsome as fuck that's why my heart skipped some beats as he grinned at me "No it doesn't but I feel something else with you touching my lips" he said and I blushed while taking my hand back. I wanted to turn away from him but he grabbed my waist and dragged me against the sink with him infront of me.

"What are you doing?" I asked a bit shocked. He took my arms and put them around his neck "I want something from you" He said while still looking into my eyes. He looked really hot right now but his expression also had something helpless and sad in it. "Actually I need something from you." He whispered while looking at my lips.

I knew what he wanted so I pushed my head further. I slowly grabbed his hood and pushed it down his head. I closed my eyes while my hand found there way thru his soft hair. He closed the gap between our lips and kissed me. It was nothing wild just a sweet kiss that was very much needed from both of us and one of us even more.

I sighed into the kiss. His lips felt perfect on mine and his hands on my waist gave me warmth. I wanted to give back this warmth so I snuck my hands under his armpits and hugged him a bit tightly. We were out of breath so I loosened my lips and put my head on his shoulder. I looked at his neck and brought my hand up to touch his bruises. It looked really bad and I could feel him shifting into my hug. "I don't know what happned Binnie but I'm here for you" I whispered.

He didn't answer but that was okay since he started hugging me back. I rubbed on his back but suddenly Changbins breathing was a bit unstable. I stood up straight and took his head to look at him. My heart broke at that sight. He fully broke into tears and his eyes got so red. I never imagined seeing him cry this much and at this moment I knew that I would absolutely do anything to never see him like this again.