Alphabet || Changhyunlix

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It was already evening as the three boys were laying on the grass somewhere outside. The teacher decided too have a picnic with the whole class. They already ate and played around but now it was time to relax and everyone went to their roommates or friends.

Changbin and Hyunjin were clinging to eachother the whole day and even now Changbin had his arm around Hyunjins Shoulder. Felix felt a bit left out but he tried to not show it. They were playing UNO and changbin was constantly losing. He expressed his anger with screaming loudly which ended in Hyunjin putting his hand over his mouth and Felix laughing until he couldnt breathe. 

Changbin opened up to both of them slowly but still not fully thats why he kept silent when the others were talking about their lives or families. He even tried to hold back some tears after he heard how caring Hyunjins parents and Felix brother was.

His whole life he had to fight alone whitout any help. He thaught himself how to clean and cook because his mother was always out. He also had to learn how to be a good person because he had no one to look it up from, because while his mother was never there his father was there manipulating and beating him until he couldnt tell if his father was frusterated or hated him. At some point the beating stoped and the only thing left was silence. Not even a greeting from his parents, just silence. Changbins days and nights consisted of crying only. He had nothing to do and no one to speak to. While expiriencing all that he also had to deal with his learning disability. No one cared about that and he never recived medical care to this day. He was always bad in school and therefore coudnt make any friends because he always feared to be the "dumb one". The only thing he had at this point was music. He loved to listen to it. He even wrote lyrics and made some beats. It was his escaping reality.

Until to the day an austrailian student named Felix joined his class. They never really talked but somehow just seeing him brightend his day. He saw the happy smile Felix had on his face and his worries he had just wanished. The younger boy always looked at him and Changbin got adicted to that. But he never said a word. He feared to lose the only attention he was reciving in his live.

Even now Felix was staring. "Can we go home i want to watch a movie" Hyunjin interrupted their eyecontact. Both nodded and started to pack their things.
As they reached the apartments Hyunjin turned on the big TV in the bedroom. They quickly got ready and gathered all the snacks they had on Hyunbins bed.

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Felix was squished in the middle and Hyunjin had his arm around his shoulders while Changbins leg touched his. They were watching The Nun and Hyunjin broke his promise to Felix because the poor boy was shivering out of fear.
"Lix are you okay?" Changbin whispered half thru the movie as he noticed the tear on Felix' cheek. Felix shook his head while looking at anything but the TV "I don't like it"

"Hey Hyunjin I think we should stop the movie" Changbin said a little louder for the other to hear. Hyunjin looked at him confused but as he saw Felix he immediately stood up and turned off the TV. "Omg I'm so sorry lixie. I didn't notice you crying I'm sooo sorry." He apologized while giving him a tight hug. Felix calmed down a bit "It's okay jinnie" he whispered and looked at Changbin who was patting his head worried.

"I feel so bad right now. How can I make this up to you?" Hyunjin said while sadly loosening up the hug. Felix shook his head "No it's okay, I'm okay right now." He quickly said while blushing as he noticed how close both of them actually were.
Hyunjin pouted while patting his head. Changbin stood up "Guys I have to use the bathroom let's watch something nicer after okay?"

They nodded and he went into the bathroom. Hyunjin was still next to Felix pouting "I'm so sorry." He said again while wiping his almost dried tears away. He blushed. He was not scared anymore but Hyunjin embracing him and touching his face made him feel different things. Lix looked at his face while smiling a bit "Jinnie it's okay...just...I do actually have a favor..." he whispered a little bit.

He smiled "What is it baby, I'll do anything." Felix gasped a little bit. Baby??? At this point it couldn't be hidden how flustered he was. He tried to ignore the nickname but it was so sudden that it made his voice shaky. "Can we...can I...nevermind" Felix stopped what he was about to say because he realized how embarrassing it was.

Hyunjin frowned while putting his Hand on his shoulder "Lix it's okay say it. I won't judge.."
Lix sighed a bit "Can I sleep...on this bed?" He almost whispered.
Hyunjin looked confused and shrugged his shoulders "I mean yeah... if changbin is down to change beds we can do that." He said back while smiling.

Felix tried not to let out a whine "Um...I actually meant something else..." he mumbled.
The taller still heard it and had to think until a big smirk apeard on his lips "Oh"
Felix blushed and looked away "If you don't want it its okay too" he said while playing with the blanket.

Hyunjin chuckled and put his hand on his head "I knew you was jealous this morning. But of course i can switch places and you can cuddle with binnie the whole night. I don't mind." He answered. Felix was frustrated at this point.

"Uhm...both..." he just said while looking at anything but his eyes. He seemed to be a little bit shocked but before he could answer Changbin came back from the bathroom. He let himself fall next to them"Have you decided on another movie yet?" He asked.

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As they ended the movie, wich was a Disney movie this time, they decided to get ready to sleep.
Hyunjin didn't answer to Felix previous question so the latter moved up from the bed to go to his own.
He stopped as he felt a hand around his wrist. Changbin watched confused as Hyunjin grabbed him.
"Lix sleeps here" hyunjin explains and dragged the boy back between them.

Felix blushed but didn't seem to get back up again. "Oh should I go to the other bed?" Changbin asked hoping they would say no.
Hyunjin smiled at him and shook his head slightly. "Let's make it warm for him" he said and patted Felix head.