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I looked at him. He had his head on his plam and smiled at me slightly. Currently I was as red as a tomato and shook my head. Hyunjin sighed "Well, take your time then. I like you even when you're not talking" with this words he gripped his backpack and took out his books.

He likes me? Is he serious?
Maybe he just said that but his words made me very happy that's why I had to hold back the biggest smile. I nervously looked to the front again with caution to not look at Changbin again.

The teacher started his class but I could barely concentrate because of what hyunjin just said. Soon the bell rang and I packed all my stuff. Quickly I left the room and went to my favorite place like I did every other break. It was outside behind the school building were no one ever was because there was no seating. Me on the other hand sat myself on the ground and enjoyed my time in peace.

I just really needed my time out from people so that i could gain my energy back. It's not that I hated people. I really love them don't get me wrong but to handle them I needed time for myself.

So I layed here on the grass and waited till the break ends. Unfortunately the peace didn't last long as I suddenly heard a voice "Excuse me can I sit next to you?" He said and I looked up, startled. I looked in changbins face and didn't know what to say. It was the first time he talked to me and my heart couldn't handle it. I nodded quickly to assure him that he could sit.
"Thanks" he said and sat next to me on the ground.

"The Cafeteria is full and on the schoolyard are plenty of little kids. That's why I came here. I hope I don't disturb you." He explained and took out his food. I shook my head and looked at him nervously. He looked even better upclose than from afar and his face was distinctive but a little chubby, I found it extremely attractive. As he noticed my staring he smiled at me slightly and held out his bread to me "You want?" He asked and I quickly shook my head and looked away.

"Your name is Felix right?" He asked and his stare was marked on my face. I nodded "Yes". He smiled and bit in his bread "Okay Felix, since we are roommates I wanted to ask you something" he continued and I nodded.

He scratched his neck "Well...sometimes it could be that I talk in my sleep, and I wanted to ask if that's okay with you?" He said. I had to smile a little bit as I imagined how cute he would be while sleeping. And him caring if I am going to be okay made me grin even more. I internally screamed at this point.

"If it would disturb you we can talk to the teacher and ask if there are some other chances..."He continued as I didn't say nothing but I interrupted him with shaking my head "It's okay" I quietly responded. He smiled and started eating his bread again.

We sat there next to eachother in silence for the rest of the break until the bell rang...

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Three days passed and the schooltrip was soon. As always I was sitting at my place in class and waited for Hyunjin. I knew him better now and opend up a little bit more. The confident speaking in korean didn't make a progress but I could hold some smalltalk. With Changbin on the other hand I didn't have an interaction since this one lunch break.
He was introverted as always and I was how I was. A coward...

Hyunjin on the other hand has get to know new people and made new friends in this class, including Changbin. Even now I heard their voices and looked at the door were they walked in. My face got a little hot as I saw how good they both looked today. Hyunjins hair was in a ponytail and changbin was wearing a black blouse were the first three buttons were open. As both of them looked in the room and their gaze stopped at me, I turned red and quickly looked away.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I noticed since a few days, that I behaved wiredly because instead of only stalking changbin as I always did, I actually started starring at my pretty seatmate too. I gulped confused and grabbed my books from my backpack. In this time Hyunjin walked to our table and sat down next to me "Hey Lix" he greeted and I smiled at him "Hey jinnie" I answered and he immediately started to smile.

"I had thought about downloading some movies for the school trip. Changbin said it's a good idea. What do you think?" He immediately started talking. I leaned my head to the side "Which movie?"
He smiled "So I was thinking about a horror movie..."He said. I widned my eyes and unconsciously started hugging myself. Oh no please not...
Hyunjin noticed my sudden rejection and laughed slightly "was it a bad idea?"He asked worried. I nodded "I'm scared...of that."I tried to explain and pouted.

Hyunjin let out a loud laugh and clapped his hands "AY you are so cute"
I turned red and crossed my arms. He stopped laughing and put his hand on my back "Come on. I'll select one that is not that bad" he tried to assure me. The sudden warmth of his hand triggered a warm feeling within my stomach. I looked at him "Okay but when it's bad I'm going to be mad." I responded and pouted. He nodded and took his arm back.