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This Chapter contains slight sexual activities

Felix

It was about 10 minutes since Hyunjin kissed my forehead and I was still thinking about it. He was hugging me from the side while we were laying down talking about this and that. I couldn't help but stare at him the whole time. He was right, I was in fact jealous that him and changbin already had a kiss. I looked at his lips and thought about how it must've felt for Changbin to touch them.

He was talking about how school is stressing him out lately because of exams but I didn't really listen as I was to focused on the movements of his lips. My fingers itched to just touch them but I was to shy to make some moves on him. I mean he told me just seconds ago that he liked me but I was still a coward.

"Lix?" He suddenly stopped his talking and smirked. I looked into his eyes a bit irritated that he stopped my staring. "What are you thinking about?" He asked laughing. I blushed and shrugged my shoulders.
"Sorry go on I'll focus now." I answered smiling a bit embarrassed. He frowned but started talking about some stuff again.

I couldn't help but lose focus again. I analyzed his whole facial features and asked myself how it would feel to touch them with my lips. My body felt warm suddenly. I really wanted to touch him. My heart ached. He was pretty close right now but not close enough for me.
"Baby I feel like you're not with me right now." He exposed me again but I didn't care. I was needing something right now.

"Why do you call me that?" I asked still staring. Hyunjin seemed a bit surprised by that question but still managed a smirk "I don't know you're like a baby." He said patting my back. "Now tell me what's going on." He said chuckling.
I shook my head. I couldn't possibly tell him that I want him to kiss me so I just kept silent. "Lix baby tell me..." he continued and the way he said that made me fall for him even more.

He hugged me a bit tighter what caused our faces to get closer. I had the strong urge to just close the gap and take my kiss but I was held back by my inner bitch once again.
Hyunjin stared into my eyes and I  couldn't do anything but melt. At this point I became one with the bed.

"I was thinking about exams..." I lied. He frowned. His eyes slowly scanned my whole face.
"You're lying" he said in English and I was a bit taken aback by that.
His English was cute and he sometimes used some words or sentences to talk with me but right now it had a different sound to it.
I shook my head once again. He suddenly loosened his grip on me and got up to hover over me.

I sucked in some air as he put his hands next to my face and his legs over mine. "Tell me." He demanded and got closer to my face. I was a blushing mess at this point. His stern voice and him over me got me more flustered.

"Lips..." I whispered embarrassed. I thought he didn't hear me at first but he got even closer with a confused expression on his face "Lips? What do you mean?" He asked and I just wanted to push him and run away. But I kept still in my position and stared up at him. "Your Lips..."
I repeated mumbling.

He seemed to be thinking for a second but then a smirk apeard on his face "Oh" He brought his hand to my face and stroked my forehead with his thumb lightly "You was thinking about my lips baby?"
He asked and kept staring into my eyes. I wanted to scream out of embaressment but i just watched him flustred and didnt say anything.
"Was it not enough on here?" He continued while still stroking my forehead.

My whole body heated up and I almost let out a whimper but I had to contain myself. And as if his words didn't already do enough he bend down and kissed my forehead once again. "Did you think about this?" He asked a teasing tone in his voice. I shook my head embaressed.
He smiled teasingly and moved his lips away from my forehead.
"It was more than that right?"