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Changbin

I had just finished showing Bangchan my songs and lyrics as I walked into this situation infront of me.
I didn't realize what was happening at first but as I heard Felix moan and whine loudly I was a bit shocked. I imidiatly closed the door and stood outside to wait for a second.
My heart pumped a bit fast and I thought it might be impossible for me to ever forget what I just saw.

After some time I knocked again "Can I come in now?" I asked while grinning to myself. "Yea" I heard Hyunjins voice and imidiatly opened the door.
Hyunjin was sitting on the bed smirking at me while Felix buried his face into the pillow.
"Hey Binnie" Hyunjin chuckled and I swear he was teasing the shit out of Felix right now.

"Hey, I'm sorry I should've waited..." I apologized. Felix looked up from the pillow slowly, his head redder than a strawberry. "D-did you see anything?" He asked and I almost didn't hear him. I scratched my neck. I actually saw and heard everything but looking at the uncomfortable position and shaky voice I didn't want to bother him more. I shook my head slightly glancing at Hyunjin. "Just a little bit but don't worry it's okay..."

I tried to sound normal and walked into Felix room futher. It was pretty cute in here. Not as cute as Felix himself but the environment made me feel sort of comfortable. "What kinda songs do you make?" Hyunjin randomly asked looking up to me.

His mouth was still a bit red and it was hard for me to ignore it but I tried my best. As Felix noticed I'll no longer talk about their little interaction he put the pillow to the side fully sitting up straight.
"I produce beats and write lyrics. Lix brother is helping me with publishing some of my creations." I explained sitting on the rim of the bed.

I was happy I found someone that shared my passion and him beeing Felix' brother made it even better.
I looked between Hyunjin and Felix asking myself if I should say what I thought right now.
"Could we listen to your songs sometimes?" Felix interrupted my thoughts still looking chaotic.

I smiled at him nodding slightly "Yes some other time tho, okay?"
Felix nodded smiling back.
At first as I saw Felix for the first time this smile seemed pretty innocent and childlike but now that I've seen his other side I couldn't stop thinking about how hot his facial expressions could get. I secretly wished to see those for myself again but it wasn't the right moment yet.

"I'll go to the bathroom and get us some snacks..." Felix spoke after some silence and I nodded imidiatly.
The freckled boy got up after he glanced at Hyunjin shyly one last time and moved out the room.
I stared at Hyunjin who was looking after the younger. As Felix closed the door I couldn't help but chuckle "You're dirty Hyunjin"

The boy looked at me smirking aswell. "Hm I don't think I'm the only dirty one in this room." He said and his eyes looked down at my hands that tried to cover something I didn't want to reveal to Felix yet.
"It was hot I have to admit but you humiliated the boy" I answered getting closer to Hyunjin.
Over the week I became adicted to Hyunjins soft touch. Be it a hug or a slight tap on my back, I couldn't get enough. It gave me a warm feeling replacing the usual coldness I had within myself.

I felt emotionally connected to the younger even if I didn't tell him the slightest bit of my problems. It was just good to have someone understanding you without using words.
"He liked it too. Trust me i felt it." Hyunjin chuckled putting a hand on my shoulder. I gulped. "That sounds hot...But Hyunjin?" I started while leaning against his shoulder.

"Are you two dating? Shouldn't we stop kissing then?" I asked a bit concerned. I didn't want to break what those two could possibly have just because I was touchy with Hyunjin at times. Of course I'd be heartbroken but staying friends with both of them was better than having one of them hate me.
Hyunjin looked at me from the side shaking his head "I don't think we should stop. But I think Felix will tell you himself one day."

I frowned. What did he mean by that?. "Are you sure?" I asked again "I don't want to lose a friend..."
Hyunjin seemed to understand my concern slowly because he started stroking my hair softly "Bin don't worry. He already knows."

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Felix

There we were repeating the same scene from the school trip as we sat snuggled up on my bed. Me in the middle having my laptop on my lap and some random Disney movie on.
Hyunjin had his arm around my shoulder while Changbin snuggled up to my other side his head next to mine.

They were both really warm and soft making me feel comfortable and relaxed. Their scent was sort of sweet and I sometimes couldn't help but glare at them from the side.
Hyunjins pretty eyes and lips and his soft smile when something exiting was happening in the movie. Changbins craggy features and his stern eyes that held alot of emotions in them.
They confused me but at the same time they made me fall for them both.

Suddenly changbin spoke up "Lix I need to ask you something." He started, getting my attention imidatly.
The movie continued playing as I looked into his eyes that had an unsure emotion in them.
"Do you want me to go...I think I'm interrupting a date here. Please tell me if I should go..." he said.

I was shocked. I looked at Hyunjin who took his arm of my shoulder slightly. He shrugged his shoulders "I told him he is not unwelcome here but I think you should tell him yourself." He chuckled.
I blushed and looked back at Changbin "No stay here please." I whispered.

Changbin rose one of his eyebrows slightly. I stopped the movie breathing in alot of air. I sighed. Maybe this was the right time to confess?
"I like both of you staying here with me." I stumbled not looking into his eyes.
Hyunjin chuckled and patted my head "Now erase the last four words baby and I think he'll understand."
I widened my eyes and slapped Hyunjins arm slightly.

Changbin thought for a while and then chuckled "I knew it" he said and now I was confused. What did he knew?
Changbin closed the laptop. He put it to the side and suddenly took my face in his hands. "Do you have feelings for me Lix?" He asked scanning my face.
I was taken aback. It was too fast and I felt flustered.

Hyunjin stroked my back softly as Changbin still held my face waiting for an answer. I didn't say anything. I was too embaressed.
"Well you don't have to answer but actually I have to say something..." he continued letting go of my face.
"...I actually do like you. And I like you too Hyunjin. You both are the only ones making me feel something. And this feeling is more than just friendship." He said patting my head.

I was red. Very red. I never expected two confessions in one day and I was confused. My heart started pounding faster but I couldn't say anything.
"Bin I like you too..." Hyunjin whispered looking at the older "...I'm happy I can make you feel something. Even if it sounds sad but I'll make sure you never will be sad again."
Changbin smiled his expression getting softer. I looked at them. Hyunjin seemed to know something I didn't know but I felt happy for Changbin.

"Yes...I like you..." I mumbled looking at the older embaressed. His smile got even bigger and his eyes a bit shiny "Thank you Lix, thank you Jinnie. You're the only ones in my life right now. I literally have no one else than you guys."