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As we were done with our drinks and had enough from admiring cute cats and kitties we walked back to my apartment. It was almost evening so the sun started setting. Hyunjin walked on my right side so I could admire his beauty in this magical scenery. I had to smile "Hyunjin thank you" I said while still looking at him.
He looked at me "For what baby" he asked and I blushed at that nickname. He calls me this way to often and my heart had a strong reaction to that.

"For taking me to this Café it was fun. Thank you." I answered with a little shaky voice. He giggled and put his hand on my head. He really likes touching heads, I noticed. "I should thank you for going out with me lix, to be honest with you I thought you would've said no."

I frowned at his words. "Why?" I asked a bit concerned. He scratched his neck. "You know I thought if I worded it as a 'date' you wouldn't wanna go." He explained and I still didn't understand. Why wouldn't I go on a date with him?
"I mean you like someone else don't you? And that's completely okay don't get me wrong but..."

I looked at him with a blush. Did he notice my crush on Changbin? We would always hang out with changbin for the last week and I still liked him like crazy but I developed feelings for Hyunjin too. How could I possibly explain this to him tho.

"You like him don't you?" Hyunjin continued asking. I fiddled my hands while we were still walking "I don't like Changbin..." I answered almost whispering.
Hyunjin laughed "I didn't say his name yet. But it's okay Felix I understand you." He said and put his arm on my shoulder. I was flustered but I somehow didn't like this. I don't want him to think I only like Changbin.

"You're right but..." I started but he interrupted me with a squeak "I knew I was right. You're always looking at Changbin since I came to your class. That's so cute lix."
I blushed. Was it really that obvious. "But that's okay baby I understand. To be honest I get it..." he said.
I looked at him confused. Then some memories started flashing in my brain. I blushed. Hyunjin had once kissed Changbin and I now remember the scene clearly.

"Do you like him too?" I asked shyly. He seemed to know what I was thinking about because he smirked at me. I knew he saw me looking at them while they were kissing but we never talked about it.
He wanted to say something but we soon arrived at the building. I rang the bell and Hyunjin took his arm off of me.

Soon I heard a buzz and the door opened. We walked up to my apartment were Bangchan was standing at the door. "Hey lix and Hyunjin how was the date?" He asked smirking at us. I rolled my eyes at him "It was nice Channie please don't be noisy."

Bangchan laughed and patted our shoulders. "Come on in Hyunjin please make yourself home. We don't judge over here or sumn. Food will arrive in an hour."
Hyunjin smiled at him while taking off his shoes "Thank you"

Chan closed the door and looked at me "Ah Lix my new friend will be coming over later on. We'll be making some music in my room I think you'll like him tho." He said and I nodded. Bangchan always had some people over to help them make music so I didn't actually care. "Nice what's his name?" I asked while I hung up my jacket.
"I don't know his real name but he introduced himself as spearB."

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Hyunjin was laying on my bed his face into my pillow and arms and legs spread open so that I could only sit at the very end of the bed. I laughed. He was in this position for quiet a minute so I tapped his arm "Did you...fall asleep?" I asked. Hyunjin shook his head and I had to laugh at that. He looked up from the pillow and smiled "You have a nice smell."

I blushed while he sat up "I don't know like flowers and vanilla. You smell really sweet." He continued. I looked down "Thank you."
Hyunjin giggled and stood up. He looked around in my room. He touched my curtains and admired my plants. I stared at him while he was exploring my room. He was ethereal and I couldn't belive that he was standing here right infront of me.

"I like your room it fits your personality. Very cute and fluffy." He said while looking at my desk where I was Journaling or learning Korean most of the time. I smiled "Thank you Jinnie" I said a bit flustered. Did he just call me cute and fluffy?
I watched as he came back to the bed and sat next to me. I still stared at him not stopping as he looked at me too.

"Lix I do like Changbin but I like you too" he said after a while and I was a bit confused at first. Then I remembered our conversation from earlier and I blushed. "Huh?" I just said because I was shocked.
"I like you lix you are the cutest human I've ever knew. I like your presence and your daily dose of smiles. That's why I always miss you I really like you and your personality."
I didn't expect a sudden confession so I couldn't say anything I just listened with the biggest smile.

Hyunjin looked at my fingers which I was playing with nervously. He took one of them in his hand "And you don't have to say anything I just want you to know that you are really special to me."
I melted at that. That was the sweetest thing someone said to me and I couldn't let it slide just like that.

I looked at Hyunjin still smiling "I like you too..." I almost whispered. He seemed to still hear it because his eyes lit up. "Really? What about Bin?" He asked my hand still in his. I intervined our fingers "I like him but I like you too. It probably doesn't make any sense but that's what i was feeling for the past weeks..." I confessed a bit shy.

He smiled at me and put his free hand on my head. "It makes sense lix don't say that and I'm very happy you like me too." He said while stroking my hair. I smiled back at him and got closer to his chest. He imidiatly embraced me in a soft hug. I could feel his heart and it was pumping really fast right now which mine was too but that didn't matter right now.

"So we both like Binnie too?" Hyunjin suddenly asked and I looked up from his chest. I shrugged while blushing a bit. "He probably likes you too" I answered while trying to not sound jealous. I really coudnt get rid of the thoughts about the event on our school trip. Hyunjin blushed as he seemed to have the same thoughts "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you jealous back then, it just happned..." Hyunjin said while stroking my back.

I shook my head "I'm not jealous..." I answered a bit to fast. He laughed while loosening the hug. "Are you sure?"
I sulked and pushed his arm slightly "I'm really not."

He suddenly stood up while taking my face in his Hand "You are" he said and I got flustered at him suddenly looking at me from above.
I shook my head "I'm not"
He smiled while caressing my cheek with his thumb. Him standing up and touching my face made me feel explosions in my stomach.

"Baby you are very jealous that he kissed me don't deny it." He said smirking this time and with a teasing voice. I blushed even harder and couldn't come up with an answer. I just looked up sulking. He stroked my hair with his right hand while his left was still on my cheek.
As I just watched him and didn't say anything he chuckled "See I was right." He smirked and bend a bit down. He put his lips on my forehead for a second and then loosened himself and sat next to me again.