Irreplaceable

nine

Mya Amalia 

"Its too sour." I squeeze my eyes shut after swallowing the shot I've just taken. The burn lingering in the back of my mouth. I turn my head to the right to see Quinn laughing at me.  "Dont know what you're laughing at, lightweight." I half chuckle before i grab my vodka and Redbull, taking a sip. My hand wrapping around Quinn's neck, my fingers slipping in between his freshly cut hair. 

"I like your hair, baby." I grin at him, not taking my eyes off the dark short hair. Me and Quinn have had this night planned out for a couple of weeks. Since what happened with Harry I've felt nothing but guilt for Quinn and pure despite for Harry. I haven't heard from him since that day, but I see Niall on a daily because he spends any free time he has with Poppy. 

But, it does make me question if he has anyone around him. I don't care, either way, he completely disregarded me when i had my panic attack and left poppy to deal with me because all he could do was flee. 

Quinn presses his lips to mine firmly, i grin into the kiss as all my attention is put on how his lips taste on mine, how they make my body feel, how good he can use them. I pull him closer to me, craving nothing but him. I feel Quinn's hands roam my body freely, grabbing and squeezing anything he can get his hands on. When we have had a drink we become so wrapped up into each other that we forget that we are in a public space and that people can see what we are doing. This isn't good, considering i have a reputation to keep up with as im trying my hardest to fight off the Initiations reputation that got placed onto the top of my head like a bounty. Plus, i still have to keep my private life the low down as possible because i could be taken at any time by my brother. God's life is so complicated. 

But at least, i have Quinn and his god saviour lips. I get brought back into reality when i feel my arm being tugged. I turn my head to see, Poppy, Niall and Harry. I widen my eyes at her before im glancing back at Quinn, who is now having a swig of his drink. I look back at Poppy and grin, she rolls her eyes at me before pulling me in closer so i can hear her over the loud music inside the bar. I can feel Harrys eyes on me while Quinn's hands stay gripped onto my waist. 

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming out tonight?" She shouts a little loud so i can hear her. I pull back and shrug. 

"I thought you were having a quiet night in with Niall, I didn't want to drag you out." My eyes glance over at Niall and Harry, who are both looking at me and poppy. "Go get a drink and join us." I end the conversation with a smile before she nods and drags Harry and Niall away from the booth and to the bar. 

I turn back around and give a tight-lipped smile at Quinn before im taking a sip of my drink. "Why is that fuck face here for?" Quinn leans into my ear, even though he's been rude i cant help but get chills down my spine. 

I shrug "I don't know, he's obviously come out with the other two. I said for them to have a drink, but we will leave soon." I smile at him as I stand up straight and kiss his lips one more time. Quinns hands rubbing small circles on my hips. 

"Did i ever tell you that you look so sexy with hardly any clothes on?" He whispers into my ear, I gasp dramatically and take a step back and look down at my clothes. I don't think an off the shoulder top and high waisted pants is hardly anything. 

I step back up closer to him, my fingers moving down his waist until im touching his crotch. "Did i ever tell you how funny it is when i kick you in the dick with my high heels on?" I question him before i bite his ear and pull away from him completely, his eyes widen and his mouth drops open for a second before he's taking a drink from his glass. Just in time as Poppy approaches us, squealing as Mr. Brightside by the killers comes on. My eyes dart straight to harry, to see him already looking at me with shock before a small smirk creeps up onto his face. Obviously, thinking about the time we were driving to the studio and this was on the radio. I roll my eyes at him before i turn my attention to my drink on the table. I take a small sip before I shuffle to sit on Quinns lap.