Irreplaceable

twenty

Mya Amalia

Sitting in an office talking to the Mafia seems quite appealing for me right now. But, here harry is stood in front of me, a stupid cheeky grin on his face and honestly I want to take the cup in my hand and smash it against the side of his stupid head. 

Wait, I am doing both aren't I. Harry came up with the stupid plan of getting me talking with my brother and getting back involved with the mafia to strengthen their plan. Which I still have no idea how it is going to work. 

"Right put this earpiece in and I will be able to talk to you and give your orders, Got it?" Harry places the micro earpiece into my hand and I tuck it nicely into my ear. 

I roll my eyes in the process, this is stupid. "Do you think they are stupid? They will be expecting me to go into the meeting with an earpiece and a microphone strapped up to me." I question, Im not wrong. Actually, im factually correct. 

Harry laughs at me. "Your meeting with your brother. Telling him you have cut all ties with me and your ready to start the new lifestyle, he's not going to expect you to have an earpiece in. It's and informal meeting." He begins to connect some stupid shit up to me and I want to lie in bed and watch Emily in Paris, Gaberielle just met Emily's new boyfriend Alex. And im standing here having to talk business with these dipshits. 

"This is so fucking dumb, and I have cut all my ties off with you Harry. Im doing this to get Poppy back. I couldn't give a fuck about you anymore." I shrug him off, do I feel bad? No, well maybe the look on his face just told me I crushed his heart and stamped on it. But can I take it back? No, so oh well. 

Harrys face goes from flat into a slight smirk and I know exactly what he's thinking "Well the other night told me different." He grins at me, sticking his tongue out at me. I stick ones up and him and turn around and head to my car. 

"That was a mistake, I was drunk. You had a low-cut shirt on, I hadn't had sex for a long time and you were familiar. Nothing else harry, It was just sex. Don't get your feelings involved." I give him a hard shoulder before I get inside the car. Harry stands shocked, to say the least. I laugh inside before turning over the engine and driving away from Harry. 

I have planned to meet my brother at a small bistro round the corner from where Im working with Niall and Harry. This will keep a good getaway if I need it and will keep a good connection for the earpieces and mic that's tucked into my non-existant boobs. 

I pull into the bistros carpark and wait. Wait. Wait and wait. Until, I hear Harry coughing. 

"Can you not." I speak loud enough to him. 

"Oh sorry, I was testing to see if you could hear me." He mumbles, The quality of the speaker isn't great so it sounds like he's underwater slightly. But, im sitting here and im starting to overthink it all. Im so much older than I was since Ben last saw me, I was more dainty. I hadn't gone through two miscarriages and I hadn't lost my best friend. Oh and im also blonde now, which my roots are growing through, I think its time to go back to being a brunette. 

"Mya?" Harry mumbles again. I blink and look around the parking lot to see a car pulling in. I clear my throat and unbuckle my seatbelt. 

"He's here. Shut the fuck up." I snap at him, I get out of my car plastering a fake smile. This is so scary. He looks to be alone. Ben looks the same, stocky with a beard. 

He stands in front of his car as I approach him, Ben immediately pulls me in for a hug. I freeze my hands hovering over his body before I reluctantly hug him back. 

"Hi." Ben whispers to me, I feel myself become loose. Like it was the ben that I grew up with. Not the one that is feared by so many. 

I feel my stiffness become less. "Hey." I nuzzle my face more into his neck for a moment before I pull away and give him a small smile, He stands and takes all of me in. My hair, my body, my eyes. He crosses his arms and nods his head towards the door of the bistro and I start walking. 

"You have changed so much. What happened?" Ben questions me, its forward but concerned. I chuckle as I walk inside. 

"Alot happened. Mainly caused by you actually Ben. You don't understand what has happened to me since mum died." I point out to him, my anger of my mothers death beginning to cloud my thoughts. 

Ben looks at me for a moment before stepping up to the counter and ordering me a mango refresher and himself a coffee. While we stand and wait for our drinks. He watches me. 

"I want to know what I did, You need to tell me." I can tell he is genuinely confused on what hes done like he hasn't ruined my life. 

I nod and take my drink before sitting down. I take a small sip and stare at him, He fills his mug with two sachets of sugar and those little milk cartons. Before, looking up at me. A million thoughts going through his head, while only one is in mine. Why?  

I look at Ben and think why would you want to do this to me? Why would you want your baby sister, the only other blood related family you have alive. Why would you want to put her into an impossible, life threating job. 

"I can't tell you everything you want to hear today mya, You do know that don't you?" He stares deeply into my soul. My thoughts trail away when I ask him why? why? why? in my mind. I just want to know everything. 

"Tell him you understand mya. Your acting suspicious." Harry's voice chimes in again and I remember that he can hear us. Ah yes, the dickwhit can hear us. I nod at Ben and fold my arms. 

"I want to know where poppy is." I give him a small, cheeky grin. Like I used to when we were little and I wanted some of his sweets. Ben looks at me for a moment before laying back in his seat.

"She's safe." He shrugs before reaching out for his drink. 

Ouch. So much for sibling love. 

"How safe? Like safe as in a slave living with a member of the mafia like me?" Bens face changes when I say that to him. He wasn't expecting it and he's trying to find the words but nothing else than one word comes out. 

"Bingo." I roll my eyes at him and throw myself back into my seat before taking a sip of the drink. "Actually, You know the person she is staying with quite well." 

I raise an eyebrow at him "What?" 

Ben tuts at me. "Its excuse me Mya. Don't be so rude." 

"Sorry. Who is she with? I need to know Ben." I snap at him slightly and I can tell hes enjoying this. 

He sits back in his seat and pulls out a phone. He places it onto the counter and shows me a picture on the screen. 

"Fuck off. He will kill her Ben!" I raise my voice slightly at him. He quickly snatches the phone away and tucks it into his pants. 

"I have an agreement. Now enough of me. How did you have 2 miscarriages?" 

Bens question takes me back and I can hear Harry mumble something into the mic but I cant help but just stare at him with sadness. Bens face has changed its gone from franchise ben to brother Ben and I can see the despair in his eyes and how upset he is that I almost made him an uncle twice. But I sit forward and prepare to tell him.  But, before I can Niall and Harry burst through the doors with guns in their hands. Gun pointed at Bens head. 

Before I can even say anything, my eyes wide and my mouth hanging open. Ben glances at me, his eyes full of anger and betryal before one of them put a bullet through my brother's head in front of me. I gasp and stand up. Blood going everywhere. What the actual fuck?! 

I look over at Niall and Harry and they are both stood, hands out for me to take but I quickly run for my car. I hear Harry shout for me to go back to the studio. I don't ignore, I just watched them kill a mass gang leader. Which technically makes me the head of that mass gang. 

What the fuck do I do now?

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Long one there guys. Im so sorry about the gap in the update. But happy belated to me :)