The Scars Between Us | KTH ✔️

Hardships

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Taehyung

"Nobody love me like you
And I can't love nobody back
You remind me of the moon
Cause' every night you coming back

What am I supposed to do?
If I'm so in love with you
I cannot get over you
I cannot get over you

Since you left me every night I go stare at the moon
Wishing it was you and I that's something we would do
Every Sunday morning I go watch the flowers bloom
I do things we used to do hoping I'll run into you

What's a lie and what's the truth
I cannot get over you
Doesn't matter what I do
Everyone just looks like you"

Ughhh.

I can't finish this song. Every time I start recording to finish it in one go, I get stuck on these lyrics. They remind me of her.

Who am I kidding? This whole song is about her. My whole mixtape is...

I place my guitar on the couch and pause the recorder. I can't continue like this. I need to figure something out, my mixtape is due in less than a month and I still haven't recorded anything. All the members are done with theirs and I can't record a fucking song.

She's always on my mind. Ever since I saw her last week, I couldn't think of something else but her.

Seeing her after all this time... It was so overwhelming. I still can't wrap my head around the latest events. She had her first fashion show and I couldn't be any prouder of her. Her confidence, her elegance, her behavior... She's the person she always wanted to be.

Yet she had to ruin it all by bringing up a fake boyfriend. I knew she was lying, I could tell from her eyes, but the mere mention of someone else in her life drives me insane. She can't be in someone else's arms, only mine. She's mine.

I wasn't planning on dancing with her that night, but I acted impulsively and my anger took the best of me. The way she was laughing with Jackson Fucking Wang when she barely grinned at anyone was too much. What's there to laugh about anyway? He's not a fucking clown. So, I just did what I thought was best.

As much as I enjoyed the feeling of her in my arms, I hated the way she looked at me, with no emotion whatsoever. My Iris never looked at me that way. And I hate myself even more for what I did to her.

They might say that it's too late to fix what was broken a long time ago. But I'm not going to give up on her no matter what. It's better late than never.

I just need to find a way to make her forgive me. I know she's gonna make it as hard as it can get, she's so stubborn, but I'm not letting her go. She made a promise. What once was mine, would always be mine...

Jungkook walks into the studio, interrupting my thoughts, carrying loads of food with him and smiling like an idiot. This kid.

"Hyung! You haven't eaten all day... So I thought we would eat together", he proposes. I'm sure this kid is bipolar, sometimes he's so sweet and thoughtful, and other times he's so arrogant and devilish. You can't distinguish which character he's adapting, he changes every day.