Why do I care so much?

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Y/n's POV

I angrily made my way to the bleachers. 'Is that what she thinks of me?' I scoff. 'Why the fuck would I think she'd be any different?' "Y/n! Wait!" I heard Caitlyn yell. I didn't look back. 'After all she I made her uncomfortable with my presence. The only reason she wants to be my partner is because she wants to boost her reputation just like the others. Why am I disappointed?' I drop the cigarette from my mouth and exhaled the smoke.

I sit down on my usual spot on the bleachers and waited for the rest to show up. I see them start to walk up the steps of the bleachers. "Couldn't find them?" I called out. Vi scoffed making her way to me. "no, but when we do we'll fuck 'em up." Vi spat sitting next to me. "Look, I get you're looking out for me but don't your guy's break your backs over it. I came back alive that's all that matters." I try to reason. The rest all sat down in their usual spots.

"But you're our sister, we are supposed to be looking out for each other! You can barely use your hand now and it'll probably take weeks to heal if it doesn't get infected" Vi raised her voice pointing at my hand "Look I'm flattered you care. But this'll make shit worse. Hell it'll make a rivalry and we don't want that. The lanes are already dangerous as they are we don't need more problems." I say calmly. "But those fuckers are the ones who started the problem we're just trying to end it!" Ekko abruptly stood up. Everyone watched Ekko in shock. Ekko was never the one to have an outburst so we were all surprised. He quickly sat back down.

I sigh in defeat knowing damn well if any of them were to get jumped, I would try to look for the people who did it as well. "Thanks for looking out for me guys." I gave them all a sad smile. They all gave me firm nods. I looked out at the field watching as the girl with dark blue hair started running.

Mylo clears his throat. "A little bird told me, that Caitlyn was willing to be your partner for a project." He ask teasingly, scooting closer to me. "She was the one who came up to me." I whined. "Yeah, sure. Right after I saw you checking her out the other day." He rolled his eyes. "I fucking swear on my pack of full cigarettes that, she came up to me and asked me to be her partner." I pointed at myself. "Alright you know she is telling the truth when she puts it on her cigarettes." Powder laughs.

I gave an offended scoff. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" I put my hand on my chest looking at Powder. "Well it's the truth." Powder and the rest shrugged in agreement. "What? So you are saying, every time I don't swear on my cigs I'm lying?" I ask looking around at everyone. "Most of the time" Claggor mumble. My jaw drops. "Not you too, Claggor." I whined. I started shaking my head

"I am shocked, I am appalled, I feel betrayed. You guys are some back stabbing bitches." I cross my arms. "Oh shut up you fucking addict." Mylo rolled his eyes. "I know the fuck you ain't with yo scrawny ass. Instead of worrying about me and my cigarettes, go worry about your eyebrows turning into butterflies and flying way. Lookin like cocoons going through metamorphosis." I retorted. Everyone started laughing besides Mylo who just scoffed and looked out towards the field.

I begin to ask Claggor for the math homework. He began to take it out mumbling "if you were to actually pay attention you would already know this." He was digging in his back pack. "You out of the rest should know I don't have enough attention span for that." I rolled my eyes. "Uhh.. hey Piltie princess is coming our way." Mylo says.

I snap my head towards him. "What?!" I ask before looking at the bottom of the bleachers to see Kirraman walking up the steps. "What is she doing?" I ask myself. "Why is she coming up here?" Vi asked Mylo. "I have absolutely no idea don't ask me." Mylo said. Everyone looks at me. "What? I don't know." I grimaced "Y/n." A posh accent says. I look at Caitlyn with a dull expression.she was fidgeting around with her fingers "I would Like to apologize about what Michell said, it was rude and uncalled for." She said.

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