Simple like cigarettes (Caitlyn kiramman x fem reader)

I trust you

Y/n's POV

"Are you sure about this?" Caitlyn asks. We were a couple houses down from hers. "Never been so sure in my life, princess." I reassured. "So remember the plan is that you walk in through the front door, go to your room open the window. I climb in and boom as simple as that." I say. She nods.

"Of course if you don't want we don't need to." I quickly say realizing it probably feels as if I'm forcing her "No, it's fine we are already almost there." I stop walk forcing her to stop since we are still holding each other's hands. "Caitlyn, do you want to do this? This is up to you. Not how close we are to your house. I'm sorry it kinda sounded like I was trying to force you, and the last thing I want to do is force you into something you don't feel comfortable doing." I say sternly.

She looked at me with shock. She then gave me a sad smile and cupped my cheek. "If I hadn't felt comfortable I would've told you a while ago. Im just scared about my mom that's all. I'm glad that you asked about me though, that was very thoughtful of you, darling." She then pecked me on the lips. I feel my face heat up. I clear my throat. "Why wouldn't I ask you if you were comfortable? Isn't that the key points of relationships? Making each other feel comfortable?" I ask. She paused looking away.

"It's just- my past relationships never.. really.. cared" she rubbed the back of her neck. I felt my heart sink a little. "What- what do you mean?" I ask. "They never asked me how I was doing they would just, kinda drag me around. Not caring how I felt. It would even be my so called 'friends' They sometimes  asked me for money. They would try to play stuff off so I could end up buying them stuff an example of what they have said is 'you are a Kirraman, you've got some money to spare' or 'cmon we both know you've got the money for that.' You on the other hand haven't once talked about my status. Maybe the first time I met you, you were a little stereotypical but you never asked me for anything. You never treated me like they have" Caitlyn said. We began walking again.

"People like them were the reason I mostly started doing stuff alone. Then we began talking and you treated me like a normal person not like I'll break if you even touch me... Then I started feeling... some ways towards you." She flushed keeping her eyes forward. I squeezed her hand twice, then spoke. "Hmm. I wonder what that feeling is. Mind filling me in?" I ask curiously rubbing my chin. "Oh I'm sure you know that feeling" she smirked playfully with an eyebrow slightly raised.

"I think I have a hunch." I say.

We arrived a couple minutes later we are now standing at the gates to my girlfriend's house. I squeeze her hand "You sure you feel comfortable doing this?" I ask just to get confirmation. She smiled at me and nodded her head. I gave also gave her a firm nod. She let go of my hand to slowly open the gate we quickly walk and as soon as we did Caitlyn closed the gate.

We both let out sighs of relief. I look up at the huge house. A bit intimidated but didn't show it. "Alright princess, directions." I rubbed my hands together. "Just go on the left side of the house. You'll see a little garden there will be a window right above it. That is my room. Use the edge of the garden bed to boost yourself up into the room once I open the window." She explained "Make sure not to step on the plants!" She quickly added. "Never took you for a gardening type of gal." I squinted at her. "No, but my mom is." She said flatly. "No stepping on the plants. Noted." I snapped my fingers pointing finger guns at her. I put my hand down "But anyway. Wow princess, never thought it'd be that complicated to sneak into a house." I blinked. She she gave me a disappointed look. "Be careful." She said flatly and began walking to her front door.

I quickly put her plan into action and made my way towards the side of the house. I have a lot of experience with sneaking into houses so this was an easy task for me. I quickly but silently made my way around. "Okay. Here we are" I say to myself. I hoping that the little garden I see is the little garden that Cait was talking about.