ℍ𝔸ℝ𝔻𝕊ℍ𝕀ℙ (Falling #2)

12

Avery

I never thought I would find control again. With Will, it is so easy. I thought Damon was giving this to me, but I was wrong.

He made me discover a part of myself I didn't even know existed. But Will, Will shows me what true love is. Maybe I am spiraling or even crazy. I do believe that what we have is precious.

It might all be bullshit but, yes, it is what I think.

As we tuck Seth's body in Will's car, I find myself thinking about Damon. Why isn't he coming out of his hiding place? Why am I not telling everyone he's right under our noses?

I know why.

Everything will go to shit because of me. It always eventually does.

I messed up the four horsemen's plan in the first place. I don't precisely forgive Rika for what she did but I have to move on. She didn't know I was in that house, she didn't know she had hurt me. Besides, we are all temporary anyway.

I am not mad about what I did. I lost Damon but I gained Will. And I wouldn't trade that for anything else in the world.

Except for Damon's baby.

That's not something I am ready to talk about yet.

''What the fuck did you guys do?'' Kai is here, along with his dear Banks.

Will is still feathering my lips with his and I find it really funny to stare at Banks at the same time. She craves this, she needs this. The passion, the skin pressed against skin, the kisses. Seeing Will and I kissing must be turning her one, I bet she's excited right now.

She reminds me of myself.

However, I was much more stronger and a good actor. This girl wants Kai to fuck her on the spot, it's so obvious. I see it, Will see it, I bet Damon must see it too. If he's still watching us like I think he is, he saw them.

Did he know about Seth?

I refuse to think that he would have let someone hurt me. I know he's angry, very angry but he wants to hurt me himself. I can't even think about what he would do if he really knew.

"Great, you came" I am suddenly really thankful for the fact that Will and I put our clothes on like, thirty seconds ago. He still doesn't seem able to pull away from me. I don't want him to.

I am staring at Banks before adverting my eyes toward Will and slipping my tongue inside his mouth. He grabs my thigh and pulls it up until it's wrapped around his hips. There's a lot of moaning and kissing as he pulls me closer to him, my back against the wall.

"Alright, lovebirds. Where is he?" Kai asks and pulls Will off of me. He grins as I adjust my bra and go to stand next to Banks. Whatever it is she's feeling, it looks like she needs to be on vacation.

"Why so stiff, Banks?" She ignores me as we walk with the guys, closer to Seth. I don't like to admit I have weaknesses but Seth might be the only person who can get to me like this.

He used to scare me to death and, as honest as I can be, I am still a bit frightened. Even as he lays on the ground. I am not going to lie, knocking him out was one of the best feelings in the world, the sex with Will made me take back control. Everything about Seth's plan went south. I fucking hope the four horsemen beat the shit out of him. The day would end really well. If Luke wants to mess with me, he'll have to do more than send Seth to kidnap me.