ℍ𝔸ℝ𝔻𝕊ℍ𝕀ℙ (Falling #2)

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Avery

Kai Mori is kissing me. I think I took what I wanted a bit too seriously. Not that I am complaining, he's an excellent kisser. His lips mersh with mine and it's like I forget Will is in the room. But, how could I forget?

The thought of having them, both of them, at the same time, I didn't think I'd actually do it. Yet, here I am. His shirt is still covering his chest and my nipples keep brushing the hem of its fabric. It's so thin, it sends a bolt of heat from the tips of my breasts right down to my clit.

His big hands are squeezing my ass and as his thumbs stroke my butt cheeks, I whimper. All this tension, all this desire led to this moment. I am not sure I want to stop it. But I have this bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.

What will Damon think? 

Wasn't that my plan? Get his attention?

"Fuck" Will whispers, followed by a groan I have never heard him make. The sound of it takes me a little by surprise. It's as if he can feel my every emotion. Maybe that's what happens when two people are in love. They don't only share love. They share guilt, pain, and desire.

Desire, most of all.

When Kai drops me onto the mattress, I stand back up, not allowing him to kiss me. His lips are inches away from mine, millimeters away. And then his mouth is brushing mine and we're kissing again.

Almost instantly, my mind is flooded by thousands of reasons why I should stop this, why this is wrong. All of them are related to them and I am so sick of being in his shadow. It's like I am a little puppet. I follow his order, I let him do what he wants, and I am still covering for him.

I do everything, for him. Everything to be perfect. I just want this one thing for me. It's incredibly selfish and maybe the rumors will be true now. I won't only be Damon's slut. I won't be Kai or Will's. I am a woman and as much as men degrade us, we have needs too. Is it so bad that I want to fulfill this urge?

"Kai Mori, I fucking suggest you take your hands off her" Will doesn't sound very convincing. He's enjoying this as much as we are. Kai was supposed to be the watcher. He very much is, to the point where it's creepy. I think I just unlocked a new kink for Will.

He loves to observe my every move. Sometimes it feels like the only thing he focuses on is my eyes or my mouth or my hair. When he chooses something he loves about me, he stares at it, as if it's the most fascinating thing he's ever seen.

Little does he know, I haven't completed the first thing I am supposed to do. I need Kai to let go of me for this to happen.

"Avery, baby" he says in between our kisses. I lick and suck his bottom lip, slowly and then I bite it harder. Chills spread across his entire body and I can feel them, I can feel the hair rising from his arms.

"On the bed" I order. His eyes are almost sending me off the edge. There's a serious part of him about this. Like he had expected this to happen for a long time. I am sure he thought of it. I know I did.

He obeys and when I turn my back to him, I search for one of Will's toys. Or should I say Alex's. She said she wanted to use them on me and if I distinctly remember, there was a red rope in that bag.

Will and I never used it, and Alex never precise when she wanted to fuck me again.

I don't see why I couldn't use this red rope.

When I twist around, I am met by Will's chest. He doesn't hold me nor does he stop me. He's mad, furious, filled with rage. But, he's about to fill me up real good. He shouldn't be so worried.