Avery is now part of the four horsemen. Their one and only goal is to find him. It doesn't seem important to her but maybe it's only because she knows exactly where he is. She has a lot going on and as long as she keeps an eye on Damon and Luke, eve...
Will is stroking my hair as we all recover from what just happened. I think I am the only one who's still breathing so hard, considerating the fact that they are both still inside me.
The way we are didn't hurt once we were in action but right now it is hurting and it hurts a lot. I think I whimper as Will draws out of me, Kai helping me off of him. I don't find the strength to move so when Kai lifts me up, I instantly fall onto the bed.
"Wow," he whispers, giving me a quick peck on the forehead. I am smiling and I can tell he's smiling too, even though my eyes are closed.
I think I'll be the death of them.
They'll get the best of me but the worst is yet to come. I think Will understands why what happened happened. I maybe can not tell them where Damon is but he will show after he hears what happened between us.
Jealousy. If he truly cares about me, he will show. Unless he really let me go and I am just in denial. I'll always choose Will. But I still love Damon more. If that even makes sense.
"Baby, look at me"
Will is on top of me, covering me with his bed sheets. Kai is laying on his side, his eyes staring at the side of my head.
I shook my head, every muscle aching as I replay what just happened in my head.
It was incredible.
"Avery" he groans. There's this tone in his voice, this stupid tone that lights every part of my body alive. He does that to me. While Damon scares the shit out of me. Why am I thinking about him? I need to stop. I stopped thinking about him for months. Why can't I let him go?
"I am okay" I assure, my fingers stroking his cheekbones.
"Kai, get out," Will says, I am betting he's still staring at me. I don't mind. I know he just wants me to be fine and Kai won't help. Well, he's scared he could help. He knows he could and he would. Kai cares about me and I care about him. We love each other and what just happened brought us closer together. Banks will kill me but it's not like we were ever friends, am I right?
"Don't yell at me, Jesus fuck" he mumbles and I hear him walking around, searching for his clothes. I have no idea if Rika and Michael are back. I don't know how long we've been in here fooling around but I am pretty sure it has been long enough.
When I hear the door slam behind Kai, Will takes hold of me and takes it upon himself to take care of me. I doubt I can even walk.
"Oh Avery"
The next thing I know, I am in the shower, the water pouring down my skin. Will is washing me and when I open my eyes, I am scared he's mad.
I fear that I messed up everything again. If I were him, I wouldn't forgive myself.
Doesn't he remember he's whipped for me?
Just like I am whipped for him.
And I swear, while he was fucking me from behind, I am pretty sure I heard him whisper Damon. I think I am not the only one who was in love with him. Seeing the way they both looked at each other, I knew they had a thing for each other. They have a connection, one I believe I have with Will and Damon. It's weird. It's like we are all cast under a spell
Did I do this?
Probably.
Maybe.
Yes.
"You understand?" I ask, desperate for him to comprehend why this happened. It wasn't just because I liked Kai and we were attracted to each other. We needed something to make Damon come out of his cave.
Plus, everyone who is after me will think I am so much more valuable now.
I always have been worth it but now? Everyone will want my head. It's obvious this is a big step up and a game changer.
"Will"
He's washing me, his hands on my waist, and his mouth on my neck. It's cute how he cares about me, how he loves me.
It's ticking me out.
This wave of happiness washes over me and Will's eyes finally meet mine. His emerald god fucking beautiful eyes are playfully smiling at me.
I can't fight it
I can't breathe.
I've fallen hard for him, haven't I?
"I do," he says, the corner of his lips curling into a smirk.
"Okay"
"Okay"
"But!" I laugh and I am suddenly very thankful he's holding on to me. My knees would buckle if he lets go and I'd be on my knees. And we all know what would happen then.
"But what?" He asks, tugging my wet hair behind my ears. He kisses the top of my head and his arms wrap me in one of his wonderful hugs.
Fate is finally with us. I think it is now. It has to be.
"Never ever again"
Will chuckles and nods, his laughter making no sense. I feel very self-conscious, once again. I know I am hot and pretty. He tells me all the time and yet, I still get this weird feeling when I am naked with him.
We tried to dry fuck, it didn't end well. I fucked him with my bra on but it was gone the moment my lips met his.
He loves my body more than I love myself.
How does that make sense?
"Didn't you like it?"
He knows I did. I enjoyed it, however, everything after was way too much. The pain is striking me harder than when Seth cut my flesh open.
It's like when you're a child and go on a slide. However, you don't know there's something at the end of it. So when you finish the slide and fall right on your face into the sand, it hurts.
That's how I feel.
And I realize how this doesn't really make sense.
I don't think I like having someone ride my ass. Alex dug her fingers inside me and that felt good. But Will's cock? That was too big.
"Do you think I can walk?"
Will pulls away to look at me again and I feel on top of the world. Is that toxic?
I'll poison myself every damn day for this. I don't care if it kills me in the end.
"I'd like to test that theory, shall we?"
He lets go of me and I immediately fall to the ground, taking him down with me.
Now, I can deal with this Emory Scott.
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