Mated by the Moon (SOPE X Reader)

Chapter 14

Hoseok POV:

That evening, I lay in the bed next to Yoongi my mind racing with everything that has been happening to us all lately. I had been surprised when Y/N had decided to stay with us, truly believing she was going to take the chance and return with her brother. Although I wanted to believe that she wanted to be with us, I knew it was more likely that she was tired of things changing so quickly for her. She had just arrived on our land and already someone had wanted to take her away again, change her life again, and uproot her again.

I knew Yoongi had dinner with our pretty mate this evening and I couldn't help but feel envious of the way her scent clung to him, the sweet scent mixing well with his, creating a combination that made my mouth water and my length harden in my thin sweats. It was the perfect blend and it was just a reminder that this was how it was supposed to be all along, how everything was supposed to be.

As much as I hated to admit it, I was also jealous of her relationship with Jimin. From the way Yoongi explained it and from the way I had seen them act together, I knew the two of them were close, closer than I wanted them to be, but there was nothing I could do about it, nothing that would change anything. I knew I shouldn't worry about the two of them. Jimin was not only an omega, but he was desperately in love with Taehyung and I knew there would be no separating the two of them, regardless of how close Jimin was to my mate.

"Hobi? Are you okay?" The sound of my name came through the dark room and I wanted to kick myself for disturbing Yoongi's sleep. I had tried to be quiet, but my sighs of frustration must have been enough to wake my sleeping mate. He shifted in the bed, snuggling closer to me and I tightened my arms around him, needing to feel him against me, needing to reassure myself that he had not left me too.

"Yeah. I'm... I'm all right. I was just thinking." I didn't want to tell him the truth, since I knew the explanation for it all sounded silly, but from the disappointed whine that escaped Yoongi's lips, I could tell he didn't believe me.

Sitting up, he eyed me, a frown on his pretty lips. "We... we promised that we would always be truthful with each other, that... that we would never lie."

Knowing Yoongi was right, I sat up next to him. "It... it just sounds so silly to me. I'm... I hate the fact that Y/N is so close to Jimin already, but... but she doesn't want to give me a chance. I feel like I fucked it up too badly and I'll never be able to fix things with her. I hate it."

Yoongi sighed and I could tell he wanted to comfort me, tell me everything would be all right. "I... I know how you feel. I know Jimin is an omega and he loves Tae, but seeing him with Y/N? It drives me crazy. Knowing he can hug her and that she lets him. I wish that she would let me do the same thing with her." Sighing again, Yoongi ran a hand through his hair. "I know the only reason she lets me scent her in the first place is to help stave off the unmated alphas here."

The sadness in Yoongi's voice cut through my heart and right into my soul. "Come here baby." Pulling Yoongi close, I ran a hand through his silky hair then leaned in and kissed his lips. "You have the right to be jealous. She's our omega and to see her with someone else is frustrating."

Nodding, Yoongi leaned his head against my chest. "I just want... want her here with us. I want things to be how they are supposed to be, how they were meant to be all along." A feeling of guilt rushed over me at his words since I knew I was the reason he was feeling this way, that our lives were currently such a mess.

Leaning in again, I pressed another kiss to his lips. "We may not have our omega here, but we have each other." Gently laying him back down on the bed, I ran a hand down his side and over his hip, pulling him close to me. "That's good for right now, isn't it?"